My Savior(A Rap Monster Fanfiction)

Chapter 17

We were sat in the library, which I didn't know they had, trying to find anything about Omnipotence in books and online. The room was silent as we flipped through old books looking for anything about it.

So far, all we could find were horror story of humans who were omnipotent. They destroyed city's and killed people and it sent shivers down my spine, if a human was capable of it then I'm defiantly capable.

Books littered the desks that we sat at as we tried to find answers. Namjoon was on his laptop trying to find anything or anyone that could help us. He has been through a lot now, broke a bunch of laws, turned his new mate and now finding out that she is omnipotent and cause destruction with a single stare.

People who were omnipotent couldn't be controlled. They could do anything they wanted with a snap of their finger and people feared them. I looked around the room at everyone researching, could they really fear me?

I felt Namjoon reach across and grasp my hand and squeeze it tight. There was no way Namjoon could fear me, I mean he loved me and I was his mate. I rose up from my seat and everyone turned and looked at me.

"I'm going to take a break" I said before running out of the room.

Everything was becoming too much for me. I ran out of the house and sat down on the steps with my head in my hands. The weather changed at this point, it went from bright and sunny to cold and dull. I really am omnipotent. I was controlling the weather, what was next? Blowing up a fucking building?

I heard the door open from behind me and I turned to see Jamie, Hannah and Leah standing behind me.

"Hey Lace" Jamie said as she sat down next to me. "I see you changed the weather"

I giggled as I focused on the sky turning it back to how it was before. Maybe I could control myself.

"You guys aren't scared of me?" I asked them.

"Why would we be afraid of you?" Leah said. "Sure you're a new vampire who's emotions are all over the place and you're omnipotent making you the most powerful vampire to ever live but that doesn't change anything"

I sighed. "That's why you's should be afraid. Even if I wasn't a new vampire I'm still dangerous"

Hannah put her arm around my shoulder. "Don't listen to those books. The people they are talking about are humans who couldn't control themselves and got drunk with power. You are different from them, you just proved that you can control it when you changed the weather back"

"But what if I snap?" I asked.

"Then we will slap you back in to reality" Jamie said to me.

I laughed. "So you guys won't disown me and run away"

Hannah pulled in to a hug. "Only when you start to eat people then we may consider it"

"I guess that's fair then" I said laughing.

We all went in to a group hug and I started to feel better. The weather started to get brighter the happier I got which made us want to go back inside. The sun was rather uncomfortable for us.

We went back in to the library where everyone was still trying to find answers. They all looked stressed out and it made my heart ache, they shouldn't be feeling that way because of me.

"Guys, can we not just leave it for another day?" I asked them.

"Yeah I agree with Lacey. We've went through nearly every single book that we have trying to find answers and I'm hungry" Jin said lying back on his chair.

"But we need to find something" Namjoon said looking up from his laptop.

"Babe, I can control it" I said walking over to him.

"Lacey..." he started but Leah cut him off.

"She's right Namjoon. She changed the weather outside all by herself, she can learn to control herself" Leah said coming to stand next to me.

"But what if she doesn't? How many people will get hurt because she lost control for one second?" Namjoon shouted.

I felt the anger bubbled up inside of me as I took a step closer to him, anyone close to me moved away from me.

"How fucking dare you?" I screamed at him. He jumped as he seen me come towards me, the bookcases began to shake.

"Lacey you need to calm down" Namjoon tried to say.

"Who are you to say that I can't control myself?" I screamed and one of the books from the table went flying off.

I caught my reflection in the window and my eyes were crimson red as I made my way towards Namjoon. I could feel myself getting more angry and I knew I needed to control myself. I was going to lose it.

The bookcases were banging against the walls as I got more angry. I could see everyone getting more and more afraid of me.

"You have to no right to assume that I can't control myself" I said to him.

"Lacey you're losing it right now. You need to control yourself" said Namjoon.

At this point I lost it, I launched myself at Namjoon and grabbed him by the throat, holding him up against the wall. He struggled under my grasp.

"Lacey please" he begged.

As much as I wanted to let him go, something within me was telling me to hurt him. Something evil. Before I could act, Jungkook rugby tackled to the ground and pinned me. Namjoon dropped the ground and looked over at me with sympathy in his eyes.

Jungkook had me completely pinned and I wasn't fighting against him. I needed to gain control of myself before I ended up killing them all.

I began to sob as Jungkook climbed off of me. I curled up in to a ball and sobbed in to my legs, what had become of me? Namjoon came over and picked me up, carrying me up to my bedroom and laying me on the bed.

"I'm so sorry Namjoonie" I sobbed.

He didn't say anything. He closed my bedroom door and walked out the room leaving me alone. Alone again.