Tell me (boyxboy yullen) DISCONTINUED

Further down

            Allen POV

     My eyes felt heavy as my mind shuffled through memory, what felt like soft fabric rubbing between my fingers. Was I in a bed? What happened, anyways? We were fighting the Akuma, but then what? I'm starting to feel queasy... Willing my eyes to open, my vision confirming that yes, I was, in fact, in a bed. Looking around, I saw beige walls, a soft green rocking chair, and Lavi sulking in it, hands over his forehead as he leaned down in the chair.
"L-lavi?" I asked, my voice cracking.
All I heard was a big sigh.
"What happened Lavi? Why are we in a hotel room? I though this mission was supposed to be quick..." I bombarded him with questions as I sat up.
"You fainted, Allen." Was his short reply.
"Oh." 'Why did i faint?'
"Oh?" Lavi finally looked up, eyes sunken. "Thats all you have to say?!? OH?"
"Lavi I-i'm sorry..." 'Why is he yelling? What is wrong with him?'
"Allen, what is going on? Theres obviously something wrong..."
'Crap, is he catching on?' "What do you mean? Nothings wrong!" I yelled. 'Maybe i'm just trying to tell myself that...'
"Why are you getting so defensive!" This time his eyes were getting angry. He even stood up and walked towards me.
"I'm not." I said, trying to sound calm, even though my voice was shaking.
"Allen, you've been looking tired lately, obviously ignoring us, refusing food, and you just FUCKING fainted and iI had to take you to this hotel room! So don't you tell me nothing is wrong!" Lavi yelled, waving his hands violently while doing so.

I had never seem Lavi so angry.

"Lavi your scaring me.." I whimpered pitifully...
"Well your scaring me!" He screamed back.
"WHY? Nothing is wrong, OKAY? Why cant you just fucking leave me alone already?!" I felt a tear streaming down my face.
"You know what? Fine. Have it your way. I'm leaving." He said, defeated. Stalking to the mahogany door, he looked back once his hand reached the handle, and shook his head. Turning the handle he pulled open the door and left, closing it violently, the sound making me flinch.
'Shit. Shit shit shit.' I bit my lip trying to hold back my small sobs, but it was to no avail. 'Not only does kanda hate me, but now lavi... He's like a brother to me, why must this always happen to me?' Pulling my knees up, i wrapped my arms around them and buried my head into them.
"I hate myself."

The train ride back was painfully taciturn.

Authors note: EYYYY FINALLY UPDATED!!! Whoooo....

Sorry? I know i said i'd update soon but, idk, it just didn't happen. I got to lazy.
I hope nobody gave up on this story ;-; (im sorry plz dont do dat)
Anyways, Allens life is now even more shit. Also KANDA IN NEXT CHAPPIE! Once again, comment and whatevs', feedback would also be helpful. Until next time!
   -dinah :p