Cold Yet Warm (BxB)

WALA!

My first day of school was about to begin. I quickly got dressed in a loose white tanktop that said 'Vintage' in black letters with some blood red skinny jeans and all black vans. I brushed my hair letting it fall flat into my face a bit with blond hair peeking out from underneath the grabbed my small white plugs and put them in my ears. I wasn't a big fan of plugs but I didn't mind the little ones. I put on my black jacket before grabbing my IPhone and dark denim book bag to leave for school.

When I arrived I had my earphones in blasting my favorite songs like Better Days and Let Love In by The Goo Goo Dolls on my ipod. It really gives off a great feeling. My friend Seth whom I met online, introduced me to a lot of different types of music. He was a cool dude but his life was pretty sad, bullied and dead parents, but he was the most sarcastic person I've met. Apparently he got himself a boyfriend yesterday.(A.N. Seth and Darren from my other story A Thousand Years)

I smiled at the thought but still worry about him. He still has some issues but lets hope the guy treats him right. I recieved a lot of stares and some girls came up to me asking for my number. I politely declined with a 'Fuck off bitch.' Haha, nah I just said my phone was broken. Obviously that was a lie but lucky for me they're stupid and believed it. I walked passed my old locker it was now painted dark blue to match the others but of course when I was here it had pink letters spelling out 'FAGGOT' I laughed at the thought but not in a humorous way. I continued walking until I found my new locker. I opened it but didn't place anything in there. I don't trust my book bag being in a locker at this school. I closed my locker and to my surprise saw Will leaning against the locker next to me.

"May I help you?" I smirk.

"Look, what happened in the past was a mistake and I'm sorry." He stares at me intensely waiting for my reaction which I didn't give.

"That's all you have to say?" I stare back at him blankly.

"What else can I say? It's not like you didn't walk into the trap."

"That right there, will get you smacked. Your words sound pitiful and are nothing but lies. I learned that the hard way, remember?" I tilt my head as his eyes widened. He expected me to accept easily like I did in the past but he still doesn't understand that he's playing my game now and I'm not going to go easy on him.

"I said I'm sorry, what more do you want?"

"I want to play a game with you since you enjoy those so much but this time you won't be winning." I smirk and strut down the hall to my 1st period.

My goal is confusing, I know. I love him but I hate him. I have a deep desire for revenge against him but I also have a desire for him. I know I love him and don't want to hurt him but I feel the need to do so. Bringing me to my main goal, revenge. I will leave my heart open for him but not enough to be hurt if he betrays me again. I will definitely get revenge on Liam but if Will is able to prove he loves me I will not proceed to getting revenge on Will but if he fails I will not hesitate to break him.

I sit down in an empty seat by the window looking at all the snow on the trees and the flakes falling from the sky. It was truly beautiful but memories are barried under all that snow. On that sidewalk was a blood stain, my blood stain from when they beat me up and busted the back of my head open. I also had my head bashed against that big beautiful tree, luckily I didn't bust my head open that time but I still gag at the sight of it and behind that tree where no one could see, Will kissed me for the first time. Making me want to cry but I couldn't. He broke me already and I wasn't going to let him do it again. Breaking me out of these depressing thoughts was a tall skinny girl with pale skin and blue eyes that went well with her long brown hair. I could tell she was a bit taller then me but most people are taller compared to my 5'7 figure. I was a little shorter then most boys but it doesn't seem to be a problem to me anymore.