Cold Yet Warm (BxB)

A Rain Drop

(Picture is Elijah and smut towards the end of the chapter🤫)

When I had gotten home it was pretty dark outside and I kept feeling like something bad was going to happen. Shivering at the thought I dragged myself upstairs to lay down. Jack was already there waiting for me.

"You look like hell." He stated.

"Well hello to you too." I ran a hand threw my greasy hair. "I'm gonna get a shower. Don't wait up."

He looked at me wanting to say something but decided not to and just shooed me with his hand. I was thankful he didn't push and I quickly hopped in the shower. I couldn't cry or scream, I just punched the tile as hard as I could. The pain was nothing compared to the pain in my heart. I had hope that my nightmare could for once change into something good. I actually let myself fall for it again whether I admitted it or not. And that was a big mistake.

I looked down at my bloody knuckles blankly before closing my eyes and taking a deep breath. But they also made a mistake. They messed with my friend.

I smirked and finished up my shower. Jack was still up waiting for me obviously wanting me to talk but I instead shook my head and went to bed. I didn't have any nightmares or dreams just darkness. The storm was already starting.

When I went to school, everyone fell silent and stared as I walked to my locker which was now painted in familiar words. Pain swept across my face for a second before I covered it up. I knew what happened next, I opened my locker and saw the photos fall and scatter across the ground. The same images of me naked on top of Will and every other position that camera captured. I wasn't going to cry. There's no use crying over spilt milk so I picked them up, neatened them and walked over to a smirking Will.

His smirk fell when mine lifted. I held the pictures in front of him, "You really aren't photogenic, Willy. I'm honored you still treasure these photos but you've really gotta stop giving me these. People might start thinking that this was more then just a dare. Oh wait, the sex wasn't part of the dare. Was it?" I tilted my head to the side and smiled. The people surrounding us looked between him and I with shocked expressions, not really knowing how to react. Will opened and closed his mouth like a fish while Liam stood there quietly almost like he was thinking about my words for once. Just realizing that Will did in fact go further then what the dare had said so why did he do it if he didn't love me? Just to hurt me? He did that with just his words of love to me. Sure sex for the first time is a big thing to give up but I told him I love you and meant it. That. That was what hurt me. So why take it that far to just hurt me?

"You seem lost, Will." I pouted, feigning concern. "Let me explain the rules of my game again. We both play. I win."

With that I threw the photos at him, letting my expression fall into a cold one and walked away. I didn't stop walking when I saw Elijah standing there closely with another teacher, mouths hanging slightly open.

Ignoring the pain inside my chest from the sight, I went straight outside to take out a pack of cigarettes and inhale the nicotine. Cigarettes seemed to remind me of Will, beautiful feeling when you inhale it but slowly it starts to tear your insides until you can barely breath. He made me feel like I was underwater with no way of getting to the surface to get air. But I wasn't going to breath him, just burn him and his entire life to pieces just like he did to me.

Something had finally snapped in me and I had a feeling I was about to do something horrible. I smirked finally finishing my cigarette, squashing it under my feet.

•••Will's POV•••

I didn't know how to really respond as I squatted down to pick up the photographs. He changed. I shook my head at that thought, I couldn't like him. I have a scholarship and a reputation to keep up with. Yet I held naked pictures of me and another man naked. Why did I make such a big mistake? Why did I care for him so much?!