When Fate Play It's Game!

Chapter 4

-Chapter 4-

I was awaken by the sound of the door. I scan around the environment and found out that, I’m still in the hospital. I looked around and saw Mom, Ma and Mr. Allens sitting on the couch inside the room.

                “M... Mo... Mom...” , finally, I managed to speak.

                Mom jumped off as she heard  me calling her. Her eyes were still bulgy and red, she might’ve been worried about me.

                “Hey, Sweetheart! , Are you okay? , What do you want?” , Mom asked consecutively as Ma and Mr. Allens came closer to the bed.

                “Wh... Wha... What happened...?” , I asked, though I know what happened, still there are things that I don’t understand.

                “I’ll go call the Doctor!” , Mr. Allens volunteered and headed out of the door.

Mom looked at Ma, as if asking her if she’ll going to tell me or not. Ma just nodd. I don’t really understand what’s going on. Mom grabbed my hand and placed it on her lap as she rested her butt at the egde of the bed.

“Look, Sweetheart. You had an accident and you were rushed here, Claire called me when she knew.” , Mom said looking down her lap.

“Whe... Where’s Jerremy?” , Mom and Ma looked down as I can see the tears rooling down their eyes. They sobbed in silence not answering my question that’s when I began to panic.

“Mom! , you’re scaring me! Where is Jerremy!” , I asked again emphasizing each word and my eyes began to blur as tears starts to form.

“Honey! , Please calm down. Don’t force your self too much!” , Ma said waving her hands on the air calming me.

“Calm down? , How can I calm down, when you’re not answering my question?” , I replied sarcastically, “Tell me, Where’s Jerremy?” , I felt the tears rolling from my eyes. I don’t know but I’m afraid to hear the answer from my question, but I have to hear it.

“Jerremy... He...” , Ma said trying to hold the tears falling from her eyes.

“He what?” , I asked a bit annoyed.

“He... died just three weeks ago!” , Mom continued and I saw Ma sob.

I felt my heart ripped off and like I was stabbed after hearing what Mom said.

“N... No... It’s not true!” , I said in disbelieve as I lean and aims to sit, “The accident. It’s just yesterda –”.

“You’ve been in coma for three weeks, Mori!” , The doctor cut me off as he stood in the door way with Mr. Allens.

I’m comatose for THREE WEEKS? , How could that possibly be?

Jerremy? , he died while I am here, lying? I should’ve done something to help him. I was there. I saw him soaked in his blood stuck at the windshield, but what did I do? Nothing!!! I should’ve not been alive. I should’ve also died! I did nothing to help Jerremy, I was there.

“N... No!!! You’re Lying!!!” , I shouted as I become so hysterical.

I pulled all the tubing that are hooked in my body. I cried loudly, I shouted, I don’t know what came into me but I just can’t accept the fact that, Jerremy, Jerremy is dead.

“Stop it, Honey!” , I heard Ma shouted, her voice was shaky.

“Calm down, Sweetheart!” , Mom also shouted as she wrapped her arms around my head, and leaned forward to embrace me.

Both Mom and Ma were crying. This can’t be true! I’m just dreaming. I pinched my hand, slapped my face and hit my body, I felt the pain that I gave to my body. I sobbed, cry out loud, not of the pain but because it’s true, this is real.

“Stop it, Honey! , Please...!” , I herad Ma again as she was holding both my arms preventing me to hurt my self again. I looked at her, she’s crying. Those hazel eyes were filled with tears and I can feel the pain behind those eyes.

“I’m so...rry!” , I cried as my eyes met her’s, “It’s... It’s all my fault...! I’m so sorry!” , I shooked my head and looked down. I can’t stare at those eyes anymore. I felt guilty! , Jerremy is their only child, and they lost him because of me.

“N... No honey, It’s not your fault!” , Ma said in her most calmest voice. She sat beside Mom and she embrace the both of us.

I placed my hand in my face, covering my eyes, after Ma released it. I cried a lot, loudly just to let this pain out of me. Thinking of Jerremy and what happened that night made the pain even worst. We were so happy that night, then in just a matter of time, Jerremy now is Dead.