When Fate Play It's Game!

Chapter 5

A.N

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-Chapter 5-

After about two weeks, I was discharged out of the hospital.

                Now, I am all alone in my room. I dont want to get out. I dont go to school. I was just crying. All I wanted is just, to be all alone and let this pain kill me.

                Days, weeks past after my discharged but I still don’t get out of my room. Mom, would always bring me food but I barely eat them. She would always wanted to talk to me but I just ignore her and just stare blankly on the opposite side of my bed.

                I turned off my cellphone because my friends in Mc Linden High, were calling me, asking me things about Jerremy.

                I pulled out everything that reminds me of Jerremy. The curtains, my dress, even my room. So I closed the windows and the lights so the pink color of my room won’t make any reflection.

                Every where I turned my head, Jerremy is just flashing in my memory. How can I live my life now without Jerremy? In just one day, just one day, that perfect moment was ruined. My best friend, My hero, My boyfriend, My Jerremy is gone.

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                It’s been six weeks since I became a prisoner of my room. Mom is so worried about me, she’s been talking to me but I don’t reply. Ma and Mr. Allens also visited me but I’m not yet ready to face them. They went on a business deal after a week or two of my discharged and I haven’t heard anything from them since then.

                Now, here I am, In my MESSY room. Lying MOTIONLESS in my bed. Mourning.

                                                -knock-knock-knock-

                I heard a soft not but I made no care of opening the door. I heard the door opened up after several knocks. There were footsteps, coming closer to my bed. Someone sat on the bed but I ignored it. I just lay in my bed starring blankly on the wall.

                “Honey?” , I heard a familiar voice. That voice made my eyes filled up with tears, It’s Ma, Jerremy’s Mother.

                “Claire, wants to talked to you, Sweetheart!” , Mom said, but I did not answered. I remained silent.

                “I’ll leave you now. I’ll be downstairs if you need anything!” , Mom whispered to Ma, then I heard the door closed gently.

                “Hey, Honey! , How are you?” , Ma asked in a soft tone. I didn’t answer her. I covered my eyes with my comforter. Tears are just falling freely in my eyes.

                “What are you doing to yourself, Honey?” , she continued as her voice becomes shaky, “What happened to Jerremy, isn’t your fault!” , she continued in a sad tone.

                I heard her sighed, and pulled me, assisting me to sit infront of her.

                “It was an accident!  We all dont want that to happen!” , she added cupping her hands on my cheek. She’s starring at me. I can’t look at her straight in the eye so I looked down still remaining silent.

                “If Jerrey would see you like this, I’m sure he’ll not be happy!” , she lifted my chin and looked at me straight in the eye, “You’re like my daughter, Mori. I don’t want to see you like this. I was also hurt when Jerremy died, but I have to accept it and continue my life. And that’s what you should also do!” , she continued as she tries to smile and hide the pain she’s feeling.

                I just starred at her, feeling the moment and the tears that are just falling from my eyes. I felt Ma’s hand wrapped around me as she leans forward giving me a warm hug. I also did the same, as my mind processes what she had said.

                “I should go now, honey!” , Ma said as she pulled away, “Cheer up and think of what I’ve said. You’re a smart girl, honey. Don’t waste your life, you’re still young!” , she continued as she now stood in front of me bending forward cupping her hands on my face.

                I just nodded and remain quiet. I felt Ma’s lips pressed genlty on my forhead.

                “Bye, Honey. See you around!” , she said heading to the door and open it. She galnced at me and smile for the last time before going out of my room.

                I was left still sitted on my bed processing Ma’s words to me. She’s right. I have to move on and forget Jerremy. He would’ve wanted to see me happy instead of being an idiot and locked my self in my room. I looked around my dark and messy room. How would I start forgetting him, when everything that sorrounds me reminds me of him? , The only way to forget him is also to forget about everything even me. I should start from the beginning.

                “Jerremy!” , I whispered to my self as a throw my self back to the bed, lying in a knee-chest position, “I missed you!” , I continued , placing my hand on my face and cried silently.

                I missed Jerremy so much! , I missed my bestfriend, my hero, the man of my dreams, my boyfriend! , I wish all of this never happened. Because of that accident, my perfect lovelife is now my worst heartache.

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-A.N.-

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