This is IRL meaning in real life so yeah just wanted to clear that up!
Monday
Another dreadful day at the highschool. I stood up and yawned and stretched. I look towards my arms and thighs. I signed looking at the fresh and old scars that I leave now and then. I looked towards my desk and saw my most used razor. It was rusty of how old it was. I started cutting at age 12. My father died when I was 10 and my mother became alcoholic and slept with men from now and then and she still does.I sighed and got up to change to my school uniform. It was just a simple white shirt and some navy pants and brown shoes.
I looked myself at the mirror and I had my usual bags under my eyes. I sighed and just ran my fingers through my hair and got my backpack and left without eating or studying. And yes I did brush my teeth as usual.
My walk to the highschool is just 10 minutes from my house. The gates open and I see students go in. I did my normal routine. Lower my head, ignore the insults, wait to get pushed or beaten, and then just head to class and repeat it every day. Wonder why I cut myself.
I went inside and instead of lowering my head I went straight towards my locker and got the stuff I needed and headed towards the closest bathrooms. I went to a stall and sat criss cross apple sauce on the top toilet seat.
I took my razor from my pocket and started to cut in my same pattern. I felt tears go down my face while I did. I heard the door open and heard a familiar sigh.
I gasped and sat quietly.
"Y/n? Are you in here?" He asked. I stayed quiet until the door of the stall opened and revealed a shocked Shikamaru standing there. I still had tears and my razor pressed against my arm. He quickly grabbed it and went to the bathroom next to me.
"Wh-hat are you doi-ing?! That's the only one I-I have on me at the time!" I screamed at him trying to pry him from flushing it. "Really y/n! That's all you care about!" He yelled. He flushed it down and looked at me.
"Why y/n?!" He asked. I just stood there. And responded with "because it helps me hide from reality" he stared at me and hugged me tight. I just started to sob even more. "You don't know how mad I am!" He said.
He pulled away and grabbed me from my shoulders and stared at me with his normal bored eyes with my red eyes with tears threatened to spill with a light pink blush towards my cheeks.
"Promise me something y/n..." He said. I looked away avoiding his dark brown eyes. "Y/n!" He screamed at me and I closed my eyes tight. "Promise you won't" he said. I looked at him and he had a blush onto his cheeks. He leaned in and kissed my cheek.
I brought my hand to my cheek and blushed. "Wh-hy did y-y-" I stuttered. He sighed and was about to leave but said "liked you since the first day I saw your dorky smile" and he chuckled and left. I stood there frozen of what just happened.
I left the bathroom and headed towards my class when I got a foot on front of me and I tripped over. My backpack opened revealing my manga books and my books for class. "Haha! You saw that!" One of my bullies said. I got up but got pushed back down by a foot onto my back.
"Hi there y/n!" I recognized as Ben. One of my worst bullies of my other ones. I hissed at the pain got up with much force I had and got my stuff quickly but not quick enough and Ben got hold of my head and threw it to the wall. I fell down and felt blood trickle down my forehead and felt some on my lips as well.
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