One shots

Dazzle~ Snowbaz

Fire engulfs the forest around us, Baz has crumbled to the ground, his hands on his knees, back leaning against a rock as sobs and jagged breaths escape his lips.

{You got diamonds in your eyes tonight
Throwing fire, trying to make it right}

"Go Snow, please." He pleads, I shake my head. I'm not leaving him, I'll never leave him. Baz looks up at me, I can feel the pain in my chest at the sight. The tear tracks making their way down his cheeks, the pain showing so evidently on his features, his body shaking as he gazes up at me.

{You're getting higher than the ceiling lights,
And falling hard enough to lose the fight}

He doesn't deserve this, neither do I, but I'm not leaving. I kneel down in front of him, placing my hands on his shoulders. He makes a small attempt at protesting, gently pushing me away, easily giving in as I loosely take hold of both his wrists and pin them on the rock beside his head.

{Not in it for the money,
Just in it for the thrill,
Living in the moment,
Paying for the kill}

His skin is cold, and he looks at me with such pain in his eyes, all these emotions I would've never fathomed him to be capable of feeling. His messy long black hair sticks to his forehead, his chest rising and falling rapidly as he just stares at me. He's still beautiful, he's still Baz. And he's not allowed to be sad.

{Golden grill of sadness,
Mid-life waisted youth,
Always ends up like this,
Always gonna lose}

Without thinking, I let go of his wrists, taking his face in my hands, and pressing my lips to his.

{Dazzle me, Dazzle me,
Dazzle me with gold
You'll never be what you wanna be
With all that money, that money}

His mouth is rough, cold, it's nothing like kissing Agatha. I always thought kissing a bloke would feel weird, or wrong, nothing like this. I can't help but wonder how long I've wanted this, how long he's wanted this. Baz raises his arms to my neck, moving his lips slowly, almost unsurely. This is Bazs' first kiss. Merlin I'm Bazs' first kiss.

{Dazzle me, Dazzle me,
Throw away your gold,
You'll never be what you wanna be
With all that money, that money}

His skin is warming up from where I've been touching it, his lips go slightly pink when I press harder before pulling back slightly. Baz doesn't move his mouth much, just pushes, angrily.

{There's a human in your heart of hearts,
Hiding true colours make you fall apart}

When we finally pull apart the fire is extinguished. Bazs' features are no longer tear streaked but slightly tinted pink. He gently pulls down my jumper before grabbing my cross and yanking on the chain, snapping it and throwing it aside.

{In the mirror you're a work of art,
But this is real life real life}

We just sit in silence, both of us a bit stunned. My lips still tingle with the feeling of having them on Bazs'. I want to kiss him again, I want to kiss a bloke, does this mean I'm gay? My eyes lock with Bazs' and he smiles, moving towards me, and once again closing the distance between us. I add that thought to my list of things I don't want to think about, because I don't care what I am, I just know that when I'm kissing Baz it's one of the best feelings I've ever felt.

{Not in it for the money,
Just in it for the thrill,
Living in the moment,
Paying for the kill}

I don't know how long we stayed there, switching back and forth between kissing, cuddling, and just gazing at each other. But two things I know for sure, Baz isn't going to be sad anymore, I won't let him. And two, we're gonna be okay, now that we've got each other.

{Sorry for any of you who care that I literally fell of the face of the Earth for awhile. I write a lot, just posting is the thing I'm neglecting. I'll try harder now, bye!~ A}