dead boy: it's okay to hate me
dead boy: because i hate me too
dead boy: i know you're in pain
dead boy: i'm sorry
dead boy: the reason why we can't date is not because i'm a ghost
dead boy: but because i'm not dead at all.
dead boy: i was never dead
dead boy: my suicide attempt wasn't successful
dead boy: because there was no suicide.
dead boy: it was staged with the help of some of my teammates
dead boy: i faked my death.
dead boy: there was a funeral for me, but it was fake too
dead boy: it's hard being a swimmer,, it's so much hard fucking work and so much pressure and so many eyes are on you
dead boy: this was my mother and father's dream
dead boy: swimming was never my dream.
dead boy: i was depressed, did think about actually committing suicide
dead boy: but i realized that all i really wanted was to be free and normal
dead boy: being in the olympics would've been great, but it was something i never wanted to accomplish
dead boy: although i'm not dead
dead boy: i am in hiding here in seoul.
dead boy: the times that i saw you were not advantages of being a ghost, but because i just happened to see you somewhere
dead boy: seeing you places was a coincidence, not because i was stalking you
dead boy: i found your number written on the bathroom walls
dead boy: and i saved it in my phone while i was still in my depressed days because i thought your message beside it was funny
dead boy: and that maybe i could talk to someone who could make me feel better
dead boy: and ultimately despite the circumstances, you did make me feel better
dead boy: i thought with the way you were responding to me, you had a feeling i wasn't really dead
dead boy: but once realizing that you believed it too, that's where i started to regret everything
dead boy: i wasn't trying to lie to you, or anyone.
dead boy: i didn't mean to fall in love with you, but it happened.
dead boy: and i don't regret falling for you, i mean it when i say i love you a lot kim michi
dead boy: you actually give me a reason to continue living.
dead boy: and for that i thank you dearly
dead boy: you'll always have my heart.
dead boy: i'll get out of your life now
dead boy: you'll never have to hear from me again
dead boy: i feel terrible
dead boy: i feel....fuck
dead boy: im so so so sorry fuck
dead boy: i'm fucking crying great
dead boy: you make me cry, kimchi
dead boy: i care about you so much.
dead boy: and all i ask for you now is to not tell this to anyone
dead boy: i only trust you with my life.
dead boy: i love you.
dead boy: forgive me.
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