Summer Journal #1 (COMPLETE)

Untitled Part 25

I am aware that I am an asshole, I really don't care about all of that though. I've got nothing to prove, but honestly I'm just like you. I've got a bad case of A.D.D., I've been this way since thirteen. I've got a FUCKED UP brain and a really bad attitude. I blame it on my drug abuse. So, you don't wanna be too close to me, 'cause you might see my broken heart. I am aware that I am an asshole, I really don't care about all of that though. I'm living my life, the way that I want to, and you can't deny, that honestly I'm just like you. I've been so lonely for the longest time. They tell me I'm such a loveable guy(yeah right). Could it be that I'm off my meds, or is it something I said? You don't wanna be to close to me, 'cause you might see my broken heart. I am aware that I am an asshole, I really don't care about all of that though. I'm living my life, the way that I want to and you can't deny that honestly I'm just like you. And I'm always stuck with some bad luck. Now I'm just a boy who's angry at his mom, and I hope in fact she breaks her back! the moment I step on this crack! Don't tell me I'm not worth it, because you are far from perfect. I am aware that YOU ARE ALL ASSHOLES, but WHO THE HELL CARES ABOUT ALL OF THAT THOUGH! I am aware that I am an asshole, I really don't care about all of that though, I'm living my life the way that I want to, and you can't deny that honestly, I am JUST like you.