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Disgraceful

I wanted to run away from there. I don't wanna be made fun of anymore. I don't wanna be the school's laughing stock. Just why was I born from a disgraceful family? Why did God just place my soul on my mom's stomach who had no education of anything?

Me, Park Chanyeol, came from a family of bad parents. My father was a drunkard, would always gamble, and rape my mom at night whenever I'm asleep when I was a kid. And, here goes, my mom, a teen mother, part-time stripper, always loses her virginity, and one night, my mom got pregnant because of my dad.

How many disgraces will ever come to my life? I've had enough. I have had enough of life, the only reason why I'm still living is...Baekhyun. He's the only one I have left. He's the only one I can run to. But then, I just realized, he was fooling me around. He was with those popular kids.

I thought he was my only friend. But now, I realized he wasn't. He appreciated the help of the girl who was involved on what happened to me earlier. He just left me standing there, being made fun of. I can't believe it.

And, there, when I was in 6th grade, I ran away from my family...I left them behind because nothing good would happen to me if I stayed with them for the rest of my life. I continued crying, until I saw Baekhyun standing in front of me.

"What do you want?" I asked coldly. Baekhyun held my hand. He smiled at me to assure that everything's okay. But, hell no, it isn't! And it never will be! Baekhyun will be happy, and I won't be! Curse my life!

"Chanyeol, I'm here, there's nothing to be--" I cut him off. I stared at him coldly with tears in my eyes. "YOU'RE NOT MY FRIEND!" I yelled at him and he looked at me. Baekhyun held my wrist tight and laid his face on my chest. "Chanyeol...I've always wanted to be your friend. It doesn't matter if I am popular or not. I just wanna be by your side." He said and embraced me.

"Let it all out, Chanyeol." He encouraged me. I cried out loud and Baekhyun patted me lightly on the back. This is why I have loved Baekhyun in the first place...he was proud, he was happy, he was positive about everything. He lights up my gloomy days.

Saranghae, Baekhyun. If I could just tell Baekhyun that...if I could...I wanna thank him for being by my side all the time.

-Park Chanyeol

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Deni's Note:

What a short chapter, eh? Last update for tonight. Hope you like it, peeps!