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Introducing Again

The doctor decided to meet again the boy who was with me during the accident. And he said he will bring the guy here.

But why is my heart bearing so fast whenever I hear the doctor about the boy? Were we even close...? Or...possibly, maybe I liked him. Well, take the random thoughts out, Baek, you're meeting him...again.

When the door opened, the boy came in, wearing a smile, which I am sure is a smile that was forced, and not for real. I smiled at him casually, noticing his eyes are so sad.

He carefully walked to the side of my bed, sitting at the edge of it. But I can feel my cheeks going red so bad, why is my body reacting?!

Maybe I had insane feelings for him before...no wonder my heart flutters. He looked at me, putting a smile, but this time, it's for real.

"I am Park Chanyeol." He said and offered his hand out for a shake. Just before I could say my name, he suddenly cut in.

"You're Byun Baekhyun. We actually have a tight relationship." What? Tight relationship, what does he mean?

"Excuse me, but what are you talking about?" I asked properly. Then, suddenly, his smile faded...what did I do?

"Baekhyun..." He muttered.

"I am your boyfriend. I think you don't remember you're actually gay." He mumbled.

So he was crying a few days ago for me? He tried to talk to me but he knows how much it will hurt?

That's why my heart beats fast. That's why my cheeks got red when I saw his handsome smile.

It was all because I loved him. All along, this is why. But what can I do? My feelings for him seem so dead, but my heart still remembers everything.

Dear heart,

I hope you make me remember why I loved him. I wanna know why I was head over heels in love.

I want you tell me how it feels like loving him. I wanna feel it again.

I look at him, completely frozen. "Well...I will try to get my memories back. I wanna know so badly why I love you." He looked at me...

Under his brown orbs, I can see his feelings in there for me. It was real, it was true.

But somehow...I wanna get my memories back.

-Byun Baekhyun

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Deni's Note:

I am okay now, guys! You will be anticipating from me every update!

But...exams are coming for me. So I better start studying...

I hope you like this! Thanks for the 53 votes. I wuv you all xD

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