Cancer ★ Muke au

XIII

If Michael could describe himself in one word at the moment, it would be- depressed. He was a depressed, innocent boy.

He didn't know why, but he always seemed to be sad. Even if his day was going great. Once it was night,  his thoughts could run wild and that's when  he got depressed the most.

And that was exactly what was occurring at the moment. Michael was sitting up on his bed staring into midair. He only saw darkness, even thought there was a lamp turned on next to him, his eyelids made him see darkness.

His mind was even darker, it was filled with thoughts. Thoughts Michael knew he had to avoid, other wise he would just regret it in the morning.
For Michael, today had been a shitty day. From diamond nor Luke not coming in, to him making himself eat a whole meal. It was just a crap filled day.

He didn't know why diamond nor Luke didn't come in. He wasn't upset at them, he just wanted to know the reason for their absence. Without them around he felt empty.

Slowly, but surely, Michael laid back and closed his eyes. The light from the lamp was hitting him by the corner of his eyelid. He knew it was lame that he was a grown teenager still sleeping with a night light, but he didn't care, he hated the dark.

Before he could fully fall asleep his stomach started growling. He tried to ignore it, until pain was shot up to his belly. He let out a small sigh as he got up from his bed and walked around his room.

Every once in a while Michael's body would actually crave for food. It would be rare when his body actually voluntarily wanted food. He didn't have to force himself or anything.

Even though he always wanted to eat food like a regular person, he hated when he had nigh cravings. It was awful, he couldn't sleep unless his body was fulfilled. The strange feeling of hunger was all so strange and abnormal To Michael.

He groaned as his stomach began to shoot painful sensations up his tummy.

"Oh dear," the lilac boy shut his eyes. He wrapped his hands around his stomach and just stood by the door.

Do you know the feeling you get whenever  you haven't eaten in hours and all your body can do is whine and disobey you until it gets its desire?

Well that was the lilac boy, he just wanted to obey his hunger and go four halls down just to get some food, but he knew that today was pizza night and nothing was left over. No matter how shitty hospital food was, people did love their pizza.

Michael went back to lay on his bed, the pain was still there but it was staring to calm down. He took a deep breath and started to drift away into a deep, dark sleep.

A/N; THIS IS SO SHORT AND SHITTY )))-,: I'm sorry!! KANSNSNN