justin
I am in love with Madeline Jones.
Madly in love. Like I feel my heart beating at a trillion times a second when I even text her.
She makes me feel so genuinely happy. I can't even explain my love in words.
I have been planning for a while now to see her.
Of course she doesn't know, and won't know, until a week.
I'm planning everything myself. The second I texted her I missed her so much and needed to see her.
I just got off tour a couple weeks ago and I finally can do things I want to.
Of course I never am totally free to do what I want but I'll make stuff happen one way or another.
And Madeline was first. She was always first in my life.
Or was.
I never ment to hurt her leaving her, but it's what had to be done.
I was too famous to be in school, so I began to start staying home for weeks at a time, then just dropped out of school. Of course I would be taking online school, but barely had time for that.
I have and had a lot of emotions and feelings for her, even when I dated Selena.
That's mainly the reason why me and Selena broke up, because I told her I didn't love her.
I loved Madeline. And always have.
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So sorry this is short;(
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xoxo-sydney
