swirl ›› cameron dallas

twenty five

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{breanna's pov}
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I went to Kylie's house because I didn't want to be alone at home since my mom was at my grandma's. We were just sitting on the couch, chilling and eating.

"When are you going to talk again?" Kylie asked me putting more chips inside her mouth.

"I don't know and I don't care."

"Oh come on Bree..."

"I didn't like his atitude at all. He acted like he wanted to control me...He reminded me..."

"Your dad ?"

"Yes."

I told Kylie everything about my parents. She used to know a part of it but now she knows everything like Cameron. She's my best friend since ever so I felt like I had to.

"Breanna, Cam will never treat you like your dad treated your mom."

"I know but still, he had no reasons to say that."

"Maybe he's just jealous."

"Jealous of what ?" I asked chuckling.

"Well because he likes you and doesn't want you to start liking Kian." She explained and I just stared at her. I shook my head and threw a pillow at her.

"I'm serious."

"Yeah, I know. But that's a possibility, a pretty obvious possibility. You have to agree with me!"

"I don't..."

"It's always the same, it's obvious but you keep ignoring it...Anyway, go talk with him."

"No."

"Why not?"

"Because he's the one who's wrong."

"Oh my God Breanna seriously like..." She started but her phone interrupted her. "Hold on."

She grabbed her phone from the coffee table and opened her text.

"Who is it?"

"Aaron."

"Oh, how's that going ?" I asked excited.

"Good, I guess but I'm afraid."

"Of what ?"

"He's so nice and caring with me and I'm afraid of hurting him."

"Why would you hurt him ?"

"I don't know...I feel like he wants something serious and I don't know if I'm ready for a relationship."

"But do you like him?"

"Of course I do. I wouldn't say I love him because I think it's too soon but I really have feelings for him."

"That's so cute...But have a real conversation with him about that."

"I will..." She replied as she typed on her phone, probably replying to him.

"I think I'm gonna leave you now." I said getting up from the couch.

"No why ?"

"First, because it's already dark outside and then you already have someone who wants to talk with you." I said wiggling my eyebrows.

"I walk you to the door..."

"You don't need to, I already know this house as good as mine." I replied chuckling. "See you tomorrow."

"See ya. Take care." She yelled as I walked outside.

I closed her front door and then went to my car to drive home. When I reached home, I parked inside the garage and walked to the front door of my house. I looked at Cameron's house and all the lights were turned off.

I searched for the keys inside my pocket and then opened the door. I closed it once I was inside and went upstairs to the bathroom and then to my bedroom.

I took all clothes off less my panties and bra and wear a big shirt. I laid down in bed just thinking in everything.

But this whole situation was bothering me. I can't lie, I wanna talk to him but I don't wanna take the first step.

I got up from my bed and walked next to the window. I opened the curtains a little and nothing. There's no sign of him. His curtains are closed and I can't see anything.

Why am I thinking about him ? Come on Breanna, you don't like him, you don't like him, you're just confused.

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{cameron's pov}
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I kept trying to get comfortable but I just can't.
The moonlight was hitting my face so I got up from my bed to close the curtains.

I laid down once again but still the same. I can't sleep, my mind won't shut because I'm always thinking about her.

I probably fucked up everything but it's just because I care about her.
I wasn't expecting things to end up like this.

I mean when I saw her, I wanted to get to know her better but I wasn't expecting this.

I have feelings for this girl and the fact that I might lose her and she doesn't want to talk to me kills me.

I have to do something...now.

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