swirl ›› cameron dallas

ninety

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{breanna's pov}
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My forehead was covered with sweat, my heart was racing and the pain was getting stronger.

I kept looking to the door waiting for him to walk in but the door stayed closed.

"He's coming Bree, don't worry." Kylie said holding my hand, looking at me with a soft sweet smile.

After all, it's so amazing having her by my side. She's my best friend since day one, since the day I saw Cameron for the first time and since the moment that she started supporting me and helping me go through everything.

I always was jealous of her for having someone besides her, a kid, a family but, hey, look at me now.

"I just want him to be here Kylie, he has to experience this with me..."

"He will Breanna, just think about what the doctor said and try to control your breathing."

"You're already dilated enough honey, we need to start." The doctor said with a sweet tone in her voice.

"But..."

"You can't hold it anymore, I'm here Bree, I'll help you." Kylie said caressing the top of my hand and I nodded softly.

"Okay Breanna, I'll count to 10 while you're pushing and when I get to 10 relax for a minute and we'll continue. Are you ready ?"

"Hopefully."

"Let's go, push!" She said and I took a deep breathe before starting pushing as hard as I could. "8...9...10"

A big and heavy breathe escaped from my throat and Kylie kept smiling.

"You're doing it great, that's my bestie!"

"We need to do it again, ready?" The doctor asked and I nodded.

The hours passed and we repeated the process a few more times but for some reason it wasn't working.

While I was pushing for the last time, I felt Kylie's hand going away and with my eyes still closed, I searched for it.

But I didn't find it. Instead of Kylie's delicate hand, I found a way stronger one, I found a source of protection.

I opened my eyes after the last push and I saw him smiling.

"New York's traffic, you know how it works." Cameron said shrugging, making me chuckle.

"You're finally here." I said almost breathless as he pushed my hair out of my face.

"Let's do this baby." He said with a big smile. "You can do it."

"Yes, we can do it!"

"Okay, let's restart on three." The doctor instructed. "One, two...three!"

I pushed reeeeally hard and a nurse approached to us. I didn't even care about the counting anymore, I just kept pushing and pushing.

"That's my girl." Cameron said encouraging me, while I gripes his hand.

"I see a head, don't stop now."

I pushed and screamed in pain until, all of sudden, other sound filled the room.
The sound of baby crying.

I sighed and lay down in the pillow.

I felt a kiss on the forehead and lightly opened my eyes.

"You were amazing."

"Does the father want to cut the cord ?" A nurse asked and Cameron immediately nodded after cleaning his eyes with the back of his hand.

I watched everything even though I felt really weak, just...too weak.

"We're just going to clean your baby and you'll have her in your arms." The doctor said and I nodded, trying to keep my eyes open.

The beeps were getting louder and coming faster.

"Doctor, doctor..."

"What's going on?" I heard the panic in his voice.

"Doctor, we're losing her."

"Sir, you have to leave."

"NO!" His scream was the last thing I heard.

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