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seventy nine

check the author note at the end of the chapter please.

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{breanna's pov}
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"You still have it." The voice said, while my favorite smile appeared.

"I can't throw it away mom." I replied playing with the ring.

"You looked surprised when you saw me..." My mom asked confused.

"Just...nevermind."

"Are you okay?" She asked and I shrugged. She walked next to me and wrapped her arm around my shoulders. I rested my head against her chest as she played with my hair. "Everything will be fine Bree."

"How mom ?" I asked looking up.

"You just can't leave him sweetheart. That kid loves you, I can see it, and he'll accept you no matter what."

"I can't stop him...he needs a family."

"Remember when he felt the same...when he didn't want to stop you but you wanted to be with him. Remember how sad you were, don't make him feel the same."

"It's harder than it seems mom...I don't want to hurt him, not at all, but I don't to hurt his son as well. That baby needs his attention. I know that Cameron will be a great dad and I wish I had a great dad with me when I was a little girl."

"I'm sorry for that Bree, I'm sorry for failing."

"No, no, no! You never failed mom, it wasn't your fault. And now you have George and he's amazing." I replied with a small smile, cleaning a tear, falling down her cheek.

"I guess that we both need to sleep." She said chuckling.

"I guess..." I replied with a small smile.

"Have a goodnight my love." She said kissing my forehead and then left my bedroom.

I observed the floor again noticing a few weirds things like leaves and everything was dirty but immediately shook my head. I must be really tired.

I took my shirt off, while walking in direction of the wardrobe, to wear my pajamas.

I opened the door slowly but immediately closed it, with my heart beating really fast. I rested my back against the wardrobe's door and he started knocking.

"Bree! You're not going to lock me here right ?" I heard him saying.

"You scared me!" I said opening the door to let him get out off the wardrobe. "What are you doing here? You shouldn't be here! Cameron you-"

I kept trying to pull him away but he shut me up, simply connecting our lips.

I honestly didn't know what I was feeling.

Part of me wanted to keep him, pull him even harder to me and just run my fingers through his hair. Keep playing with his tongue, creating fire.

The other part kept saying that it was time to let him go before we could get burnt.

"Why are you crying while we kiss ?" He asked pulling away to look into my eyes, rubbing my cheek with his thumb.

"Because it emotionally hurts."

"Don't say that. Think about what your mom said, I'll accept you no matter what because I love you."

"I know that you do and I love you too that's why I can't let you do this to yourself."

"I have everything organized Bree, I have time for both."

"Impossible Cam..."

"Nothing is impossible when there is love. Listen!" He said grabbing my hand and then made me sit on my bed.

He knelt down in front of me, holding my hands together.

"I'm not stupid enough to let you leave like this. I'm not letting you skip between my fingers, no way that's gonna happen. You're beautiful...God damn how beautiful you are! You're smart, strong and make me laugh like nobody else. I don't care about anything else and you know why? Because I'm deeply in love with you."

"I don't deserve you..." I murmured, shaking my head lightly.

"What are you talking about? You forgave all my mistakes, I made you stay away from me for almost three years. I'm the one that doesn't deserve someone like you and that's why you can't go away from my life." He kept staring and I gave him a little smile. "That's what I want to see."

"It's kinda awkward having this serious conversation while I'm without a shirt you know."

"I'll solve that." He said taking off his shirt as well. "See?" He asked and I chuckled.

"My mom can walk in, don't be inappropriate!"

"I can also solve that." He replied getting up. He walked in direction of my bedroom's door and locked it. "Solved as well!"

He picked me up by my waist and lay me down in bed. He crawled over me and placed each one of his hands on each side of my head.

"Cameron, I know what you're doing..." I said placing my hands on his chest.

"Shhh, I'm not over yet! As I was saying...you're beautiful, smart, strong, funny but you're also so freaking hot!" He whispered the last part in my ear then kissed my earlobe, going in direction of my neck.

"We can't do this Cam."

"Why? You don't want to ?!" He asked confused.

"That's not what I said." I replied and he immediately smiled. "It's just so wrong."

"Fuck it, I didn't wanna go to heaven anyway."

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author note: some people sent me messages saying to do a Q&A. I don't know if you guys have any questions ?¿ If I should create a Curious Cat or ?¿