A Payment To Live

The Kiss

I excuse myself once I was done with my food. I didn't eat that much because as much as I want too I catch him staring at me the whole time. He looks cool and sexy with that sitting position. Ahh why can't he just eat?

I heard a knock. I'm so lazy to get up coz I'm already lying on my huge wonderful bed. "Wait a minute"

I gasped shockingly, I thought it was Annie. "I-hmm what do you need?" I asked nervously grabbing the jacket I wear awhile ago. He seems angry.
"What do you mean what do I need? Are you always like this, opening the damn door without wearing a wardrobe to cover yourself?" He said sound irritated. 
"I thought it was Annie, I requested for Milk" I heard him sigh then that's when we heard Annie and hand me the Milk and exited the room after.
"Next time make sure to cover yourself before opening the door" he said when Annies gone. He was saying those while getting close to me.
I was drinking the Milk when He reached for the glass in my hand and put it aside as his right hand reach for my chin while the other one squeeze my hips tightly. I feel a tingling in my back and I felt goosebombs all over my body as his lips slowly brushing the tip of my lips. "Sweetheart never do that again. There are men in the house. Your making me want to get you here hard and fast. But I don't want that to happen. I know your a virgin and so we have to make it slow" he said it to my ear while kissing and licking it.
I was shock with his confession. I'm shock because he knew I was a virgin and he wants to take it slow? Is he being a gentlemen? I feel his lips kiss my cheeks then with an intense feeling he kisses my lips with so much desire. I close my eyes feeling, exploring and enjoying the kiss. I can't handle it anymore so I let out a moan. I felt him smirk and that's when he dig deeper exploring every corner of my mouth with his tongue. And even his hands is everywhere. I hold on to him tightly keeping him close too much as if my life depends on him. But he stops and push away. He looks at me. I can't read his eyes "You go to sleep, I know your tired" and he walks out  slamming the door.
What's wrong with him? And what's gotten into me? Oh it was only a kiss and I'm like this! What if we're making love already? What? Wait! Making Love? No! What if we're making baby already do I have to act that way over him? I really have to control myself. But is that even possible?