A Payment To Live

My Two Precious Jewel

I decided to sleep with the twins together. I played with them at the park the whole time. Of course I took a lot of pictures together. In my next exhibit I will express family, that is why I put that "Home Sweet Home" Masterpiece at the Center of my exhibit for I wanted my buyers and critic to know that my next art will talk about Family. My first exhibit was a success indeed but I felt empty inside even if my exhibit talks about Life. Of course no one knows that. Even that one person I love the most.
"OK there My Love lay down for Mommy will tell you A Story" I said.
"Really Mommy? Is it about a Prince?" Wyzr Gideon asked sounds hyper. 
"Oh it was indeed but there was a Princess too" I said.
"Really Mommy there was a Princess too?" my little girl Xymr Yzavel
"Yes My Love" I said while stroking her hair.
"Finally, Daddy only talks about the prince who went to rescue a woman but she never mention it if it's a Princess or a Queen" She said stattering with her sentence.
I'd like her to tell me the story Drew said but they were eager to know my story.
"Oh well, Once a upon a time there was a carefree with strong personality Princess name Grace and  a powerful, controlling and lonely prince name Andrei....."
"Mommy, how took you so long to come back home?" Wyzr interrupt my intro.
I didn't get to start with my Story only with the introduction for my little boy asked me with those lonely eyes just like his father. I needed to tell them, I need them to understand and I hope they can forgive me for I don't plan to go away no more. I will do everything to make this family whole.
There turning 3 in few Months. They will understand "Mommy has to go away to search for what she wants My Love. I wanted to know what is precious to me"
"And did you find it Mommy? The precious thing to you?" Xymr asked.
"Yes My Love, I have found it all along. It is you and you" I said
"And Daddy too?" Wyzr asked
"Yes and Daddy too" I answered.

"Now go to sleep, I will continue my story tomorrow night. Mommy will just finish something then come sleep with you two My Loves. I said before stepping out of the room and turning the lights off.
"Mommy" Wyzr said.
"Yes My Love?" I asked
"Your staying right? You will be here when we woke up?" I almost wanted to burst in tears when I heard him say in the dark.
"Yes My Love, Mommy will always be by your side and your twin sister. Mommy will surely stay" I said going out of the room.

I saw him walk out of the Library heading to the Masters room. But he turn around and face me "Please don't give them hope when there is None" he said turning his back at me.
I felt annoyed of his sudden appearance at the lobby and those lines he said. I'm not giving hope to my children I'm giving them their dreams. A children ever wanted is a whole family. A father, Mother and them. Mrs. Burlington never fails to inform me of questions and drawings my Children have asked and made.
My Children are smart, I guess they got it from their father.
But their heart is unhappy because we're a broken family. I will fix this even If I have to give it my all. I will give my children their family dream.

Everyone is busy in the house. Pulling in and out all things for a general cleaning. I sent my twins to their grandmother for the Lady wants a quality time with the two. Drew went out early never bothered to say a single word at me. He only give the twins a goodbye kiss and up the way he go. As if I never existed. He was been like this a week now. The twins notice and I reasoned out again. Drew and I really need to talk. We can't act strangers to our children. This will affect them emotionally.

He is shouting! We're both in the Masters Bedroom. "What are you doing here? And take away all your things out of my room? Who gave you the Authority to do all this changes in my house?" He said in raging voice and his eyes turns to scared me. Really.
But I need to be strong for my twins. This is for them. Or is it for me too? I cleared my mind
"No one just me" I said with confidence
"We need to do this Drew. It's for the Twins, We can't act like we don't know each other infront of them. They need a father and a mother. They need a Family. They need us. Give this family a chance" I said.

"Since when did you come to your senses? Since when did you come to realize that you have a chance before Amanda but you took it for granted. Since when did you know that you can have both worlds but you just didn't want to admit it, I am re ---- he paused I am really dissapointed with you. Your late Amanda, You can't fix what's already broken. We're not a Family" he said harshly and walks out of the door. 

Drew POV

I pour myself a Brandy on my library. I wanted to tell her I was ready for her that time but I won't let that slip out of my mouth. I saw her going out of the Pedia room. What is she doing there? Only pregnant woman goes to those Doctors. She's pregnant with that Bastard Boyfriend of her I'm sure of that. How pathetic of her to think that I will allow a Bastard to my house. Allow her to be my wife, a mistress could be but wife? No way. I don't share my wife and since she's not my wife to be no more because I lost interest of her already I don't care of whatever she do with her life. But I will make sure that she gets out of my life and the twins. If a deal needs to be done again then so be it.

I shouldn't be doing this but I did anyway. I touch her face. She looks so beautiful even if she's asleep. "I hate you so much you know that, and the longer your here makes me fall down all my guards and just claim you instead. You didn't only hurt me but you've broken my heart Love" I said before walking out of the room crying.