A Payment To Live

The Stupid Mistake

Drew POV

I don't know why was she here when it was not her schedule for presentation yet. I saw what she throw at the trashcan. Thank goodness it was just papers thrown out there. I picked it up, it was sealed properly. She sent me lunch and Mrs. Burlington told me Amanda cooked it for me. I was here at the library waiting for her arrival. I wanted to apologize to her but I was thinking why would I do that? But I don't wanna hurt her and the baby, Dr Diaz said not to give her anything to stress her up. But as if she loves me so she could get hurt by seeing me with someone else? But you get emotional sometimes when your pregnant they say. It was a mistake, I should not let Kristen kiss me. Ours is merely acquintance in business and nothing more. I was in haste here.
"Ehem' Mrs. Burlington
told me you have demanded of my presence Mr. Evans? Is there something you need?"
I saw him clutching his hair looking frustrated. He doesn't seem ok in my Judgement. But why? I saw him looking at me. We were staring at each other for more that 5 minutes now.
"I wanted to say sorry for what you saw awhile ago. It was a stupid  mistake. She pushed herself towards me when we were only have to talk about business" I said honestly, afterall it was the truth anyway.
I saw his honesty and sincerity on saying  those words. Mr. Sebastian  Drew Andrei Matt Evans saying Sorry to me sincerely? Who am I to decline.
"Apology accepted. Is there anything more?" I asked uncomfortable for I have a desire to kiss him here and now. I have to go out of this room. This is the cost of missing him too much.
"It's my Mother's Birthday Celebration tomorrow she demand of our presence 7 sharp in Margarette Legacy Hotel and Restaurant, Mother wants us all to wear any shade of purple" he said not looking at me.
I nod and say my good night to him.
I sigh and rest my head to the brick of my chair and look endlessly at the ceiling. How I wanted to snuggle her and kiss every part of her face. It has been a long time since we did, it's not safe anymore. I don't wanna take a risk for in few months time shes in due. I guess it's about time to take up work out in the morning again.

I was wearing a turtle neck silk light purple dress off shoulder. A not body hugging dress for the baby bump is already obvious and I don't like to be the source of gossip, my dress has a dark silk violet ribbon that looks like a belt wrap around just below my breast. I was cute and simple Annie said that's because Im wearing a headband similar color to it.
Even Drew compliment my looks today.
He was so formal to me ever since we take off the house and arrive. I've been looking around for him for quite sometime now and I saw him talking again with girls. Seriously! Why are there so much girl sorrounding him, can't they see his with me. We arrive together and as if they don't know we live together? Not unless they knew who I was to them? No, I don't think so, we agreed that only me, his mom, Mr Woods, Mrs. Burlington, my sisters and brother knew of this set up. It can not be.
I saw someone sit beside me on the long chair overseeing the river infront of me. Psychology say that flowing water makes you calm when bothered of something and it does calm me actually.
"Sorry to interrupt your privacy but I hope you don't mind me sitting here Miss? I heard the man said.
"It's Ms. Beckham Sir. Amanda Beckham. I don't mind at all Sir you sitting there" I said taking a glance to the man.
"I'm George Williams. I am tired of all this social gathering. Although I wish best of Mrs. Margaret but all this Business talking when we should be here to talk about something else for we are not in the Office my goodness sake. This things irritates me you know" he said drinking his whisky.

I was looking for her all around the house and I just saw him with Mr. Williams. That Jerk is making her laugh when I was in doomed yesterday just because of what I tought I made a Stupid Mistake and here she is doing her little sweet flirty talk with George. Hah! As if I didn't know that his the most not to mingle guy a girl should ever talk with for his a damn playboy!
I walked towards them interrupt  their conversation of funny attire during summer. What the heck!
I cleared my throat "Mr. Williams don't you mine if I take my Woman here inside the House? She forgot to give my Mother her gift" I firmly looking to her confuse eyes.
I took her hand and storm away of the lawn, I heard Mr. Williams say "Alright then, nice meeting you Ms. Amanda Beckham. You better take good care of her Drew you don't like others to steal her away from you yeah? He said sounding sarcastic.
I grip her hands and hold her hips close to me as I lead her to my room. The party was at our main house.  It was actually our family house, this is were I grew up.
I closed the door behind us. I push her in the bed leaning closer to kiss her. I want to punish her, how many times do I have to remind her NO flirting with guys. I pull down the zipper of her dress and throw the dress to the floor "Are you angry?" I heard her say. I look at her "Yes! I told you No flirting with other guys" I said angrily kissing her nape "But we are just talking, and we're so inches away!" She said.
"Trying to reason will not save you Love?" I said harshly.
I heard her sigh.
"And you won't listened. I will not say sorry" She's having tantrums. I find it cute but I'm still irritated of her talking to George. I kiss her neck.
I heard her moaned. She turn her eyeballs at me. "I don't like what your doing" she said.
"Really?"
"Oh-Ah, Yes"
"Yes what Love?" looking at her straight in the eye like reaching for whatever secret she's hiding deep within.
"Oh I hate you for this!" She said.
"For doing what Love?" teasing her while stroking her sensitive part of her neck.
"I hate you for making me feel this way, this, this so much desire of wanting" she finally said sounds frustrated. I kiss her biting her lower lips.
"Oh Drew Sorry, I'm Sorry I won't do it again, I promise" she said looking at me. I look at her not answering and so I turn my back. "I'm still dissapointed"
I said bluntly.
"Drew" she called out and reach for me. "I'm sorry Love" She said an endearment for the first time. I look at her. I breathed in and out to steady myself or  I might take her there when it is not allowed anymore. I don't like to make A Stupid Mistake.