A Payment To Live

I Miss You

I just got home from visiting my Sisters and brother. I am actually happy today. If your going to ask me what happen to the Cake? Well I made two reject and One OK and One Better. I let the Staff from the house ate the OK and I gave the Better to my siblings. The reject is given to the dogs. So all in all it was not put into waste.
I never bothered myself thinking about him that much anymore even if he was suppose to be home yesterday. I keep myself busy still painting. I was actually starting to make my 10th piece. I was instructed that every week I was to show them atleast 3 to 4 painting and from there they will choose. Im lucky they say if it's all approve or atleast 1 out of 3 to 4 is approve.
I'm jelous just by remembering that call that I made. I thought he was busy but his busy flirting with someone name Vicky and handling her personal number to his Secretary Abroad. Maybe they even make more than flirting. I'm furious thinking about it but I set it aside for I have to present my painting within an hour.
I was greeted by 11 people in the long table. Only I was at the center together with my wrap artwork and I notice only one person is missing. So he decided to skip on my first time presentation. I felt a bit of ache on my chest but I inhale and exhale to relax myself and brush those worries away.
"I can do this" I murmur to myself.
"Good day Ladies and gentleman, I am Ms. Amanda Beckham. Your Artist. And here with me is the example of my Painting. I was instructed to show you 3 to 4 per week but I was told ahead of time and so I decided to paint more than. I hope you can choose some for your liking. Thank you" I said starting to unwrapped each painting for their judging. I saw a figure came in. And there I saw the man I was angry at but at the same time missing every fiber of him. So he got home? No one even bothered to inform me.
Mr. Sebastian Drew Andrei Matthew Evans.
All the Board rise up and greeted him respectfully.
I concentrated. This is not the time for nervousness. I have to finish this so I can go home and take a rest. I felt tired suddenly and not to mention hungry.
Well I'm starting to crave for something sweet then sour and sometimes salty. Although I'm drinking a lot of water just to be safe and takes a morning breathing and walking to the garden to make me and the baby healthy. Oh I rub my tummy all of a sudden then smile as I face them once more. And so ladies and gentleman I present to you my Obra. I proudly said without looking at him although I know he was looking at me the whole time.
I still hate him.

We are both in the Car not taking glances with each other, not even talking with each other. We are both just looking at the road. Once we arrived home,
I get out from the Car as fast as I can and run upstairs without checking at him. When I was about to close the door of my room. I jump out from it for I felt him push it hard and close it harshly. It even made an impact and surely the whole house staff heard of it. I was frighten by his anger and curled eyebrows "What is wrong with you? Are you avoiding me? Why the sudden behavior?" he said irritated
"I was just tired, I want to take a nap" I lied.
He look at me as if his reading my mind. He grab the doorknob but before he goes out he said harshly "Liar"
I was hurt. But a sudden tiredness Feeling my system and so I decided to take a nap.
I woke up and check the time. It's already 9. I skip dinner already. I have to eat, I don't want to starve the baby in me.
I was eating at the kitchen table with my legs together and a bowl on my lap. I cooked a spaghetti for myself and it taste so good. I even fried a chicken only good for me. I'm so loving this moment I smiled to myself.
"Mind if I take a bite of those?" I jumped scared.
"Oh it was you Mr. Evans, I'm having my late dinner. I don't wanna starve the Baby" I said as I go back to where I'm sitting awhile ago.
He get closer to me, pinch my nose and put a smack to my lips. "I miss you. I'm sorry I didn't call you this pass days. I wanted to but I want you to concentrate with your project and the baby. And I was too busy also negotiating with different people because some major problem occur in Paris. I'm sorry Love" he said.
Here I go again. Me and my big mouth. "Who is Vicky? And why do you have a lady secretary in which you even hand her your personal phone?" I asked.
"Jelous?" He asked teasing.
"No! I was just asking" I said defensively.
He laugh "Oww your so cute today, pouting those lips" he kissed me. I'm happy I made him laugh. This is actually the first time I saw him laugh.
"And the Secretary you said answer your call? Hmm I guess I have to fire her. Because as far as I know I don't allow anyone from my Office to touch anything that belongs to me. You finish this so I can give you my presence" he said.