A Payment To Live

How Am I?

Almost 3 years.

What did I miss?

I missed everything.

I might be able to accomplished my project with his company very soon for I only needed to finish 50 artwork without attending any meeting so that we cant see each other for I have avoided him since that day. It seems his doing the same thing.
I have been to places I once dream of.
I am happy with my younger sister progress on health, My Brother who works full time in a known company with good salary. And Connie will be graduating in a few Months.
But all of this is Nonsense. All of it! Who am I kidding? Im missing something, I miss my babies, I miss him. There was never a day that I don't think of him and our babies. I miss their first words, walk, birthday. I missed everything. I was so selfish! What a mother am I?  I was so cruel, I am worse than his Mom. She's only Materialistic but me I'm Selfish.

What have I done? It took me more than 3 years to realize everything? Am I still welcome if I come back? Will he still accept me?

I will come back for them.

Drew POV

There she goes again. Same old days I watch her everyday routine. She's so cute pouting her lips while staring to whatever she was drawing on her drawing book.
I have been stalking her since she was gone. If I have a free time I will always make sure to check on her. She thought I do not know that she never really got that far from our home although she was out of the country once in awhile to fulfill her duty on our company. And as if I do not know that Mrs. Burlington and Annie gave her information of the twins. She even take good care of what food to serve them. She's funny. But she can't be that close to them for paparazzi surely will make up a story out of that action. All this secret action she keep from me makes me love her more. I know Mrs. Burlington will stay loyal to my family and once I caught her reading a letter secretly she never hesitated to hand me over the letter.

I wanted to approach her long time ago but she have this dream that she wanted yet to accomplish and so I'm giving her that time to accomplish before I come to approach her in marriage. Oh yes! I'm going to marry her.
But all of that was gone 4 months ago. I saw her with someone, with someone she can put that beautiful smile on, cute sound of her laugh and her hand on the arm of another, where she cling on when they walk the street. I was too late, I have never seen this coming. Of course any man will fall inlove with her. She's very beautiful with that natural chestnut brown hair, yellow light brown eyes, Sexy jaw, thick kissable pinkish lips and her undeniable figure, who would have thought she bore a twins? And the attitude of a strong woman but have a good heart when it comes to family. I can't bear it anymore, I look stupid stalking them for a month now. Looking for a chance that they might be just friends but I saw that kiss one day and that's the day I decided. It was over between me and Amanda. The only connection we will ever have is with the twins. In which I never let her see them. This is what she gets from being so damn heartless!!!

Amanda POV

I have been waiting for this time. This has been a long time coming and finally it is coming to reality. My own Exhibit.
There are a lot of people coming in. And I am so excited for this.
"I'am happy for you Amanda" my brother said. We hug each other together with the rest my siblings.
"Come on I'll show you around" I said.
I wanted to show my siblings all my art work but I let my secretary Sally do it for me for I still have to welcome the other visitors coming in. And that's when I come eye to eye to the person I never expected to come. How did he know of this exhibit I never given him a personal invitation?
I never realized his already infront of me "Good evening Ms. Beckham I must say I was surprise of your excellent taste of Arts. I want to buy that painting over there" He pointed at the middle looking at the Art I must say it is precious to me. A silhouette of 5 people. a smoke coming from a chimney on a house. It was wonderful.
"It is lovely. How much is it so I can put in Check already?" He said looking at me.
"Sorry to inform you Sire but it's not for sale. I must say it is my Master piece. It belongs with someone special to me a long time ago, It is a gift"  I said.
He looks unhappy and angry. I do not know how does that anger him when I was only talking about the truth
"Is that so? That person must be so lucky to have such a gift like that. I have to go then, there's so much things awaiting for me. You know my twins" he look at me with disgust and hatred as he walk out of the function. 
What was that? What was he trying to imply? Oh I don't understand. This is the first time seeing him in almost 3 years and he acted like nothing happen between us and he even talks business again with me. He didnt even bother to ask How Am I? Aww you just wait you Jerk I will get into you very soon.