A Payment To Live

This is The Day

The time has come finally!

I was labouring for 5 hours now. I was breathing hard for I have been into pain. It was so much to bear.
The Doctor instructed me to breath in and out. Push more and shout if necessary. I didn't know it could hurt this much. "Oww I hate you so much Mr. Sébastien Drew Andrei Matt Evans! And you even give me two, I can't take this anymore. Oww please take away the pain" I shouted.
The Midwife, Nurse, Doctor and Drew chuckle. "Oww you love me more and our babies My Love" I heard him say. Why are this people laughing? They do not have an idea how much it hurts. And did I heard him say I love him? Am I too obvious of my feeling? Oww No! I will just reason out that it was all hormones and that's when I heard a Baby cries and I felt so tired and sleepy.

I don't know how much I slept but I still feel pain all over me.
"There your awake. Do you want to see your babies Mrs. Evans?"
I was suppose to correct her but they didn't know our situation anyway. I nod and the Nurse signal the Midwife. I was holding my two beautiful babies. They look just like their father. Oww atleast they both got my hair. Haaay why is everything about him. I saw him enter. "There beautiful aren't they? I said.
"Yes they are My Love, just like you. And you are so brave. Im so proud of you" he answered and kiss my forehead.
"No! They look just like you. I only got their hair, Love" I said sound dissapointed. I heard him laugh.
"Then let's make a Minnie you next time" he said still laughing.
He can't be serious. Is he keeping me? "Oww Shut up!" I managed to say.

The deal is over! Today is my final day. I have to get away. I need to get away. I can't be with him anymore. His acting strange this past 2 months. To much caring for the babies and me, me? What is this action all about. Is he breaking the deal, is he breaking the wall between us coz' I truly break mine long ago but I have come to my senses and my decision is final. I have to run away from him. I will still continue my project with his company. I don't want to have a bridge of contract and ended in debt again.
I have done one fourth of it already. They love my works. They say it is full of love and inspiration. Maybe they were right for I have him and my babies as my inspiration.
I have to do this. I knock and went in.
"Hello, hmm I just come by to say goodbye" I said sound determine. I saw the shock on his face. Didn't he know this is the final day?
"Are you serious? Is this what you really want?" He asked sound irritated. He breathed it out. I heard him murmur something but I can't hear.
"Is there someone else? Have I done you wrong? Tell me, what do I need to do to make you stay?" He sound so desperate.
"No there is no one else. What do you think of me a whore? Hah as if I have time for that when you knew I was always been in this 4 corners of your house!" I'm angry. How could he say such things. "And for contrary you have done nothing wrong" I said.
"Then why do you have to leave? How bout our children?" He said impatient.
"I have to do this, I want to do this for myself. I have missed so much things of my life already. I want to see the world. You have done so much for me and for that I'm thankful but I need to go" I said.
He sigh. I saw sadness in his eyes "Ok. If that's what you want. But" he pause, I saw longing in his eyes or was it  Love? I'm not sure anymore.
"GO" he said.
I just wanted to hear that 3 words. But I guess I was hoping too much for that to happen just because I'm the mother of his Children.

Drew POV

Afterall this time She have never seen my effort! Afterall this Month's of full affection and honesty She never seem to figure it out how much I Love her. Yes I admit I have fallen inlove with her the first time she step in my house. I still remember how she struggle for words and how scared she is when I talk back.
I have open myself to her and now she decided to walk out on us? I see her enter the cab with full of confident never bothering to look back. I'am at the window of my library how I wanted her to stay but I guess she was right. I have lock her up here all by myself missing opportunity outside. She was not happy I guess. She doesn't want this the first time so what makes me think that she have a change of heart. She never love me and she never will. And for that I have to let her go. We have to let her go.

I was once a selfish man but she change every bad behavior I had.