Broken ( Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 1

A/N: HERE IT IS!!! THE FIRST CHAPTER TO BROKEN! I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY IT

Broken

Chapter 1

“Ella, I don't want to meet him,” Ella was pulling on my arm dragging me to enter the hotel where the infamous One Direction was staying. I had to admit this girl was pretty strong for her petite size. She has been bugging me about meeting Harry Styles for quite some time now. Yes THE Harry Styles himself is staying at this very hotel and is friends with one of my closest friends. I really did want to meet him, but was scared that he won't like me or that I will scare him off.

“Nicollette, I know you do want to meet him so stop acting like a child and follow me,” Ella said.

We were now standing inside the hotel lobby and I could feel my legs beginning to shake. My heart was racing and I could feel nervousness at the pit of my stomach. I was getting ready to hurl and I think Ella noticed because she was staring at me with concern.

“You better not throw up Nicky because I bought this dress especially for today. I haven't seen Zayn in three weeks and I want to look nice,” she said.

Ella and Zayn have been dating since last summer. I was quite surprised when she told me that her boyfriend was Zayn Malik from my favorite band. I am glad that they both have managed to keep there relationship together since the last time it slipped. I am happy that they work things out and that they have been dating for a year now. When she told me that her and Zayn were going to stay together after he moved back to England I was ecstatic because I know that she found someone that is worth having her.

I know that she waited for quite some time to have a sexual relationship with someone or any type of relationship for that matter and I admire her for that. I know that she waited for the right guy and because of that she is very happy now. I on the other hand have slept with at least two guys since high school. They were both my boyfriends at the time and I wished that I would have waited just like Ella did to find the right guy. I mean I know that two guys is nothing compared to the ten guys my other friends have on their lists, but to me two guys are way too many.

I do enjoy fooling around with guys, but I wouldn't consider myself a slut. I have boundries and I feel like the only reason I choose to fool around and tease guys is because it is the only way I have control and I can choose not to involve any feelings. Once you start involving feelings everything becomes complicated and someone always ends up getting hurt.

“I am not going to throw up Ella,” I said, “and you are right I do want to meet him, but what if he doesn't like me. I mean I am a fan and fans are annoying. I would know I am one.”

Ella laughed and then took my hand in hers pulling me towards the elevator. I groaned and followed behind her. Why was I so nervous?

“I am so excited,” she said jumping up and down as we waited for the elevator, “I haven't seen Zayn in three weeks.”

“I know you already said that,” I rolled my eyes, “but I do feel excited too. I mean I am going to meet Harry Styles.”

I have met all of the other boys before, but for some reason I was never able to meet Harry. He was always either busy or I was never able to go to and hang out with them because I was too busy taking care of my mom. This time Ella assured me that Harry would be here and that it was time to finally meet him.

I was excited to meet him, but I was scared because I have a crush on him. I know it sounds crazy because I don't know him, but from what I have seen on television and read on magazines; he seems like a nice person. I guess it is crazy to have a crush on someone you don't actually know, but I have grown these feelings for him and I can't really control them.