Broken ( Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 32

Chapter 32

Harry's POV

Nico was sleeping in one of the extra rooms I have since we were up all night talking and discussing what we were going to do about this new arrangement. We both agreed that she would be dating both Keaton and I since they aren't anything official. I mean she is allowed to date two guys at the same time. It's not like she is married to anyone. At first she wasn't to thrilled about dating both of us at the same time, but I can be very convincing.

I was fighting back the urge of wanting to walk over there and sneak into her bed. It feels weird to be in this big condo all by myself sometimes. Having her here only a couple feet away was felt nice like I could finally share all of this with someone. After talking to her a couple of hours ago about how this new arrangement we came up with; I asked her to stay the night since it was too late for her to go home. She was hesitant at first but I managed to convince her. I was her to feel comfortable around me and I her to be blue to trust me just how I feel comfortable and trust her. Do I trust her? She is the only girl since Monica that have been able to trust and that scares me. The last time I trusted someone I ended up hurt and broken. I don't think I can take any more hits. That's the good thing about Nico though with her; I feel like those broken pieces can be put back together. Yes the pain is still there, but at least she can stop the bleeding. She is like a bandaid. It's there to stop the bleeding and hold me together, but doesn't stop the pain I feel. But still I feel that with Nico I will learn to be the me a use to be.
There was a knock on my door and I quickly sat up from my bed knowing that that was her.
"Harry?" She called and I had to shake my head to make sure I was listening correctly. Was that really her here outside my door?
"Harry? Are you awake? Can I come in? The other room is kinda big and cold."
The sound of her voice was so wonderful that it had me smiling like a little kid. I quickly stood up from my bed and made my way towards the door. I opened it only to find her standing in from of me with her blonde hair messily falling down her shoulders. She was wearing my black t shirt since she had nothing to sleep in. I raked my eyes down her body and realized she was wearing nothing but my t shirt. I could see the way the t shirt clung onto her body and her nipples were clear evidence that she wasn't wearing a bra. I could feel myself loosing control. She just looked absolutely stunning and exotic. Maybe I was just a hormonal raging guy. I didn't care right now all I could think about was her and how badly I wanted her. She takes over my mind and body every time I am near her. I don't understand this feeling and as much as I like it; it scares me.
"Sorry to wake you up but that room is too big and I feel alone," her voice broke me from this trance.
"Um, it's fine I couldn't sleep. Do you want to come in?" I asked running a nervous hand through my hair.
She nodded and I stepped to the side to let her into my room. I couldn't stop staring at her butt and the way it moved when she walked. The T shirt she wore was long enough to cover half of it revealing a little more with every step she took. She hopped into my bed and slipped herself into the covers. I stood at the door way looking like a scared idiot. I wasn't sure if I would be able to control myself around her and I want to be able to do this right. I want to be the guy she needs because she deserves a man who is not broken like I am.
"Are you going to sleep standing up there by the door?" She asked displaying a playful smile across her face.
I shook my head and slowly made my way towards the bed. I slipped into the covers next to her and tried my best not to make any sort of contact with her. She smiled then laid down shifting her body so that her back was facing me.
"Goodnight Harry," she whispered.
I sighed, "Goodnight Nico.”

Nico's POV

I woke up to the soft snoring that came from Harry. I came here last night thinking maybe he would cuddle with me or maybe even more, but he was very respectful and kept his distance from me. I know he said he was going to try and be a better man with me, but I hope that doesn't mean he won't touch me. I liked the sex with him. I couldn't deny that being with him and being touched by him was something I enjoyed. I do want him to try and be better with me. I do want more than just sex, but that doesn't mean I don't want sex.
I want everything with him. I want him to fall in love with me because as much as I don't want to admit it I know that I have fallen for him.