Broken ( Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Nicolette's POV

I couldn't believe everything that Monica told me about Harry. It was amazing the stuff that the media and the fandom doesn't know about. I mean I have heard things about Harry being a womanizer, but I never believed and of it. Now, after listening to Monica talk about how she cheated on Danny with Harry; I am not sure I still think he isn't a womanizer.

I just don't understand what kind of person would sleep with another person knowing that they were in a relationship with someone else. Who am I to judge? I mean it happened to me once, but that was a different situation I knew it was wrong and stopped seeing this guy. Harry on the other hand just kept coming back to her knowing that she loved Danny. Was there more to this story?

I couldn't get the image of Harry's sadden expression out of my head. He didnt have his usual bright greed eyes and cheeky smile that I usually see on tv. His eyes were dark and dull. They were full of sadness. His pale face showed no sign of life and there were dark circles under his eyes. He looked like he hadn't eaten a meal in days. The more I looked at him the more he looked....broken.

He wasn't the usual Harry Styles that all the girls die for. He was just so dull and sad. As I remembered his dull features I realized that maybe he wasn't a womanizer. Maybe he was in love with her. Harry was in love with Monica. The pain in his eyes was evident and there was no doubt about it that he was hurting. Monica love Danny, but Harry loves Monica. This all made sense now.

I didn't understand why Monica was telling me about her affair with Harry to justify his dickhead attitude, but now it all made sense. He was heartbroken.

I looked over at my One Direction poster looking at Harry. It was strange looking at him on that poster. He looked so alive and happy. That was not the Harry I met. I still didn't know why I had this poster up. I've been meaning to take it down since the day that the boys and I became close friends with the exception of Harry of course. I remember when Ella and I had the car accident and Ella was at the hospital; I talked to Liam and he made fun of me for admitting that I had a poster of them up on my room. I mean could he blame me? I was a fan and I would have never thought that one of my best friend's would end up dating a band member.

I walked over to the poster and began to take it down. I folded it up and placed it under my mattress.

“Nicky!” I heard my name being yelled.

I ignored it knowing it was my mother. I laid down on my bed and began to think about Monica and Harry. I still couldn't believe it. It was hard to believe that Monica would even cheat on Danny. I know she loves him so much. They have even talked about getting married before.

“Nicolette!” My mother yelled again this time banging on my door.

I rolled my eyes annoyed at her then stood up from my bed. I slowly walked to the door knowing exactly what I would find.

When I opened the door I found my mother drenched in sweat. She was swaying back and forth trying to keep her balance and her eyes were squinted almost as if she was trying to keep them open. She was wearing her night gown and her hair was a mess. She was drunk. Again.

“What do you want,” I asked my tone harsh. I knew exactly what she wanted and I was growing annoyed with her asking me this all the time.

“Don't talk to me that way. I am your mother,” she slurred.

I rolled my eyes at her and yelled, “Yeah well start acting like it.”

She laughed mocking me then said, “you're such a bitch. Just like your father. Now shut up and give me some money. I ran out of vodka.”