even when I turn 27
she will always be older
even when I was 3
she has had the upper hand
so maybe once she's not here
I will have my time
but even then it will be about her
because nothing is ever about me
and I may be selfish
but being in the background
is just too much for me to bear
though I will stay here
until they forget about me completely
because everyone will be obsessed
and I will slip away slowly into dark
being the second choice
is slowly getting old