Insanity is taking over
No one has time to hide
I can't believe the thunder
Has even yet to die
I am going crazy slowly
I am waiting to depart
No one sees my broken spirit
No one can heal my broken heart
I am screaming out for you
I am drowning in this storm
I cannot see what's happening
I am wishing I wasn't born
What am I supposed to do
When you were my life support?
You expect me to beg for you
But I do nothing of that sort
How am I supposed to live
How am I supposed to cry
When I no longer feel anything
When I no longer can ask why?
The rain is pouring on my face
I can't see the way I'm going
Water flows down these broken pieces
I can't keep walking without knowing
Are you here for me at all?
Can't you hear my screams?
I am just a toy to you
At least that's how it seems
You made my life worth living
The sun was always bright
Now I lay in bed all day
Just waiting for the night
The tears have soaked my pillow
My cries are muffled sounds
No one notices my messed up makeup
Because no one is around
Is this how my future looks?
Will I always be alone?
I know I like going places
But I thought I would've found a home
Everyone can look around
But the one thing they can't see
Is that the girl standing all alone
Is always SUFFERING
