Tonight
We are young
So let's set the world on fire
We can burn brighter than the sun
Now I know that I'm not
All that you got
I guess that I, I just thought
Maybe we could find new ways to fall apart
But our friends are back
So let's raise a toast
'Cause I found someone to carry me home
Tonight
We are--
"what are you doing babe?" Andy asked smiling; a warm smile. "was I singing?" I asked blushing; taking my ear buds out. he nodded still having an amused look on. "I didn't know you sung." he said taking me in his arms. "I don't. I didn't know I was." I said; feeling my blush deepen. "well you're good; coming from one artist to another. "oh meh!" I said rolling my eyes. what did he know? ok well he was a produced artist...oh its just a hobby Jessica! "seriously babe you're good.." he stated with his hands up in a defended way. A career in the music business? maybe...
"I'm sorry about the party I didn't think it would go like that..." Lexi started as I pulled out my laptop to finish my last term paper. "It's fine." I said clinching my jaw. She looked at me for a long second and then looked away; I could tell I was hurting her but at the same time I didn't care. She should have known that since he was getting more famous people would have swarmed him...and should have known how id feel about people swarming him. "Are we ok?" she asked as I shut my laptop. I'm sure I was going to have a C; it was not my best work but it'll do for a first year. my father would try to tell me I was doing poor work and needed to do better. Fuck my father. A tiny part of me liked that I was now able to say this.
'Hey baby...i miss you...'
"How was school?" Andy asked putting a light hand on my mid-back. I inches away from him on reflex and brought my arms to my chest in a defensive way. "I take that it wasn't a good day." he asked taking a step back. I played him the messaged I already listened to. he had a look of horror on his face and I knew he was scrambling to come up with a reasonable answer to give me; he had nothing. "I knew it." I stated calmly and walked to our bedroom. I pulled out my suitcase and started to pack the things I needed for a few days. "where are you going?" he asked; his head hung low. "are you going somewhere safe?" I could faintly hear the tears starting to form. I kept my cool and never answered. I walked away as he stood almost shaking. as soon as I closed the door I could hear him beginning to cry. I bit my bottom lip, with shaking legs I walked away.
"Can I stay here?" I asked Lexi as she opened the door. I could see her boyfriend looking confused in the background. i could tell she was searching my face for some type of tell of what was going on. thankfully I have good cover up that could conceal red puffy eyes. she nodded her head and stepped aside to let me in...
SORRY ITS SO SHORT
