"How deep is your love?"
—Love Stoned by Akcent
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[ N A S H ]
"Oh come on, not the dress up game again Luce. Ugh." I groaned in frustration as Lucy pulled out another pink dress from her wardrobe. I swear, that's got to be the twentieth dress she's trying on.
"Oh come on Nash, you love it when I do the dress up thing. You know it." She pouts at me like a child. I get up from her bed and walk over to her, wrapping my arms around her petite figure.
Burying my face in her hair, I sniff, damn Luce, why you gotta be so good?
She giggles and turns around, still in my arms. "I don't really know why girls like to dress up and shit, I mean, what do I even get from it?" I close my eyes, sighing heavily. I feel her hands sliding up my torso, playing with the hem of my white T-shirt.
I'm having mixed feelings about what's gonna happen next.
And I don't know why. She's my girlfriend after all.
"What do you get? You, Mr. Collins, get to watch me strip out of a dress into a new one. Now, let's not deny that you enjoy that." Lucy stands on her tip-toes and presses a kiss on my jawline. A look of satisfaction on her face is enough to let me know what's she thinking.
"Yes, I shaved mom. Just like you told me to." I couldn't hold back the sarcastic comment and she didn't even seem to mind it. Not even one bit. Instead, she laughed and pulled my face down; after all, I was a little too tall for her.
"And you have no idea how handsome you look Mr. Collins. I could watch you forever." She says and kisses my cheek once again.
I take the time and pulls her even closer to me, kissing furiously is one of my trait that I'd definitely never like to lose. Like...ever. Giving in to my kiss, she closes her eyes and stands on her tip-toes yet again. It's not like she's really short from me but damn, you get the gigs, right?
Her fingers were soon tangled in my mess if black locks, urging me closer to how I already was. My lips were possessive against her own ones. But she refused to let me in, damn, what a tease.
"Give in already," I mutter in between my kisses on her. I hear a faint giggle as she shakes her head a yes. Then, as though on cue, she gives in and I waste no time in devouring her beauty.
As it was getting more and more intense by the minute I quickly pulled away from her. "Nash," she says my name as though it's a prayer.
I don't even deserve her, and I know it. I just don't.She cups my face in her hands and makes me look up at her. "Nash? Baby? What's wrong? Did I do something?" I want to tell her that she deserves better than me, someone who won't have to choose between her and another girl which was me right now.
She pulls me to her bed aging and makes me sit on the edge.
"Nash? Talk to me baby. Please." I hear her muffled voice, a tear streams down her face; making me guilty. "Nash...Please?" She cups my face yet again with both her hands, forcing me to look at her. Her sad and tear strained.
I pull her down to my lap and bury my face in her neck, I don't know what's happening to me.
Finally looking up, I wipe way her tears with my thumbs. It's just really unusual for someone to care so much about me. I'm just not used to it.
I lean closer until our foreheads touch. "Yeah, I'm fine. Was just... having a moment. Don't cry. Please." I croak and almost immediately, I feel her slump further into my body, her arms wrapping around my neck. Lucy looks up at me and smiles faintly, "Well, I guess that's end up dress up." She gets up but is soon pulled down when my hand makes contact with her wrist.
"Oh my god. Nice shirt," I say at her, poking her arm. "Can I get you out of it?" I smirk at her. Throwing her head back in laughter she said, "Oh my god. You're such a cheesy guy. You and Max both have been learning pickup lines, haven't ya?"
Max. My best friend. The thought comes raging back at me. That night. At the amusement park. That day when I lost my best friend and possibly the girl I loved.
"Like you ever will." Lucy squeals and gets up yet again, only to be pulled back in my lap once again. "Oh I gladly would baby girl." I kissed the corner of her mouth, "You know I would."
She bites down her bottom lip before eyeing me wearily, "You don't have the guts Collins." She muytters.
"Is calling me by my last name such a turn on for you that you say it so much?" I smile up at her, knotting my arms around her body. "And to answer your question... yes, I gladly would Ms. Fin."
"I'm getting a little bit woozy here Collins, put me to bed will ya?" She holds out her arms as though silently screaming, 'pick me up already you idiot.'
Which I did. I took her in my strong arms and laid her across her bed, the sheets creasing due to it. "And there goes all my plan of getting you naked in the gutter." I mutter leaning closer to her.
"I never really said that I didn't like your plan but.." she says, making me stop in my tracks.
"But?" I challenged.
"But...I could give you more than just kisses. That's a promise." She winked at me as I walked over to her side.
"That so? Well, show me whatcha' got." I smirk and plant a kiss on her forehead, "You've played to much dress up today, you're high high and you need sleep."
I was about to walk off but I was pulled back with a jolt. "Stay with me?" She says, her eyes glistening with life.
"Thought you'd never ask." I say and slide down in the bed next to her, with one arm folded behind my head and the other around her waist, I had never felt so comfy.
It would've been so different if Sophia was here next to me instead of Lucy.
What? No! How could I possibly think that? Shaking my head, I looked over to my left where I saw Lucy snuggling closer to me, her hand on my chest and her face buried in it too.
"I smell nice, don't I?"
"Nice is just an understatement N. You smell divine." She laughs.
"You're dad's gonna kill me if he sees me in your bed." I state, matter-of-factly.
"He won't, at least not as long as you keep your voice down." She suggests.
"But he will? Gee, thanks for the heads up." I jab a thumb in her direction.
"Yep. He will."
"Okay, now can we just cuddle and crap?" I scoot closer and wrap my arms around her. After letting out a laugh she replied, "Okay N. We can cuddle and crap now."
And that's how my day went. Before you know it, I was already asleep in her arms and she, in mine.
It just kills me to know that maybe, just maybe, I wanted someone else beside me instead of her.
A/N : LASH — Nash + Lucy. Just clear everyone who can't figure it out. lol. Who ships LASH then? Or you guys still stuck on SASH? 😂
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Ficção Adolescente[ I wrote this back in 2017 when bad boy stories and cringe was very popular, the only reason I'm putting this back out there is because it serves as evidence on how much I have grown as a writer. ] Previously known as Kissed by the Bad Boy. _____...