The Real Me [H.S]

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WARNING SEXUAL CONTENT!!!;))))

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"Harry.....I love you too" I said after a little pause and not even a second later he pulled me into a passionate kiss.

It wasn't a lie. I do love him. Just as me, Mia. Lucy is just someone I act, she isn't mw and Kim has made me realise that lately. This isn't me.

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HARRY

"Lets go to your place?" I asked as I pulled away from the kiss.

"Okay" Lucy muttered, I dragged her up and held her hand as I took her towards my car.

"We'll get your car tomorrow" I muttered when I saw it parked next to mine and she just nodded.

I don't know what I'm doing. Why I want to go to her place with her now but I know I have to be alone with her. I love her and I want to be alone with her. Is that such a bad thing?

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"So-"

"I love you" I interrupted her and she turned and smiled at me as we stood in the hallway.

"I love you t-"

I cut her off again as I pushed her up against the wall and kiss her with so much passion. Her hands found there way to my hair and I squeezed her hips where my hands laid. The kiss got heated as I squeezed the back of her thighs, her jumping up so her legs wrapped round my waist. I walked down the hall to her room without breaking kiss as I kicked the door open with my foot. I walked backwards until I felt the bed hit the back of my legs. That's when I fell on the bed, breaking the kiss, with Lucy straddling me. She giggled at my clumsiness of falling before kissing me again. The kiss again got heated quickly and soon both of us were just in our underwear. I flipped us over, hovering over Lucy, and I couldn't help but notice how perfect she looked. Her brown hair spread out on the pillow with the innocent look she had on her face.

"God, you're killing me" I muttered kissing down her neck as I took her bra off.

I squeezed her breast in each hand as I continued to kiss down her body. She moaned as I reached her knickers. I moved my hands down her body and slowly moved her knickers down her legs, leaving them laying on the floor with the rest of our clothes. She pulled me back up to her as she kissed me again, pulling my own boxers down.

"Are you sure about this?" I asked not wanting to be the only one wanting this so bad.

"God yes but Harry condom" She said breathless and I nodded, grabbing my trousers and pulling one out of my pocket. "Had it planned did we?" She winked at me and I chuckled at her as I pulled the condom on my cock.

"Ready?" I asked and she nodded, biting her lip.

I slowly pushed myself into her and we both moaned. I stayed put waiting until she was ready for me to move.

"Move, please" She whispered and I did.

I slowly started to thrust in and out, getting a rhythm. I grabbed her hands in mine, placing them just above her head as I continued to move. Hovering over her I couldn't help but watch how her mouth opened a little, letting a moan before she bit her lip again. God she was so sexy.

"I love you" I whispered as I leaned down to kiss her just as slowly as I was thrusting.

"I love you too" She whispered back against my lips.

It wasn't long before I felt her clenching around my cock and I knew she was close. I picked up the speed as she moaned out more, and not a minute after we both climaxed, moaning each others names out loud. I pulled out, chucking the condom away before pulling her close into me. We both laid there naked, Lucy laying on top of me, her head raising up and down with my breathing. She traced my tattoos with the tip of her fingers and I couldn't help but smile down at her, kissing her forehead.

"I love you" She said as she looked up at me and I replied back kissing her on the lips this time.

We both laid there until we fell asleep and god was it the best sleep I've had in a while.

MIA

I cant believe what just happened. Harry just made love to me. We just made love. It felt amazing. It was amazing. I felt amazing. However I still felt wrong. Harry seems so happy and content but he doesn't realise this isn't me. I've lied to him about who I am and now I don't know if I could ever tell him. He would feel so betrayed, especially after this. Oh god this is such a mess. Of course I feel happy when I'm with him and theres always that part of me that feels sad because its not me. That I'm pretending and I don't want to do this anymore. I have finally decided what I want to do but I feel like its going to be to late. That I'm going to lose everything and everyone I care about the most.

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OOOOOOO DUHHHH DUHHHH DUHHHH.............

WHAT DO YOU THINKS GOING TO HAPPEN NOW???? WILL SHE GO WITH TELLING HIM AND EVERYONE???? WILL IT BE TOO LATE?????

I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THIS CHAPTER! NOT GOING TO LIE I LAUGHED WHILE WRITING THIS BECAUSE I THOUGHT ABOUT HAVING HARRY FOUND OUT SHE'S MIA BY HER WIG FALLING OFF DURING SE.X BUT THEN THOUGHT NO THATS TOO FUNNY AND NOT HOW I WANT IT TO HAPPEN LOL:)))))

I WILL MAYBE UPDATE ANOTHER ONE TONIGHT IF NOT IT WILL BE TOMORROW NIGHT!

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