The Real Me [H.S]

30.

MIA

It was the day that all of us were meant to be going to the fair and I don't know what to do.

"Kim, Andy! You guys need to help me!" I said to them over the phone.

"What with? You are coming right?" Kim asked.

"Well yes but I don't know if I should go as Mia or Lucy. Like they were both invited but both cant be there! I don't know what to do, this is to complicated. I should've just listened to mum." I sighed

"Go as Mia" Andy announced before Kim could say something.

"No go as Lucy. Harry and Lucy are meant to be dating the more they are out together the better, you could just say Mia's ill. I mean you said that when she didn't turn up the photoshoot didn't you" Kim announced making a good point.

Yes I told them about the whole photoshoot and Harry running into Mia shit. They understood and said they couldn't believe I got away with it.

"Yea that's a goo-"

"No that is not a good idea! I mean saying Lucy has interviews or a photoshoot or something is much easier to be honest! Plus even though you may be the same person I ship Mia and Harry and I totally want that to happen." Andy interupted me.

"Andy that couldn't happen. Nothing could totally happen with Lucy and Harry anyway because of me being two people, nothing can happen for ether of me, its too complicated"

"Then fucking tell him and get this all over with!" Andy shouted making my jump.

"I agree with Andy on that one. Why not tell him?" Kim asked.

"Because then I would have to tell the world and I don't know if I'm ready for that" I muttered and I heard them sigh.

"Just come as Mia. Have a day off from Lucy and lets just have a good time" Kim announced and I nodded even thought they couldn't see me.

"Okay see you guys soon"

I hung up and looked in the mirror at myself. The world wasn't ready to meet the real me. Hell I don't think I'm ready for the world to see the real me. Everyone will feel betrayed and I'll probably end up losing everyone I care about. I would get so much hate and I don't know if I'm ready for that yet. So much would happen if I came out to the world now. Especially after all these years. I just don't think I'm ready for it.

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I KNOW THIS CHAPTER IS SHORT BUT THE NEXT ONE WILL BE LONGER I PROMISE I JUST WANTED THIS CHAPTER TO BE ON ITS OWN AND WITH NOTHING ELSE BECAUSE I LIKE IT LIKE THIS

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