STORM.

☹twenty four

as soon as the five started walking away, i let my smile fall.

i made a promise after all.

jungkook frowned, noticing the change.

"that fast?"

i nodded.

he wanted me to be honest with my feelings.

if i didn't have to fake a smile anymore, why bother trying?

jungkook already knew how i felt.

i wasn't some happy, playful puppy in private.

i never was.

i'm sorry for lying all this time.

i'm sorry for not telling you.

but honestly,

i'm even more sorry you found out.

"i see."

as the disappointment filled your eyes i looked down.

i'd rather you be angry at me than be disappointed.

disappointment hurts so much worse.

even without trying, i still managed to let you down.