STORM.

☹four

another day, another regret.

the day itself was my regret this time.

usually i got to school late, but today i was half an hour early.

everything about today screamed mistake.

from waking up until the clock hit midnight.

every little thing was awful.

i had to present my project to the class in my first hour.

i had a quiz second hour.

my third hour was so boring that i fell asleep before the period even started.

fourth hour was gym so it was okay, but still annoying.

my last hour was hell.

absolutely fucked.

i broke someone's heart.

i didn't mean to, but i didn't have a choice.

a girl asked me out.

i couldn't just come out after all these years of hiding it.

so, instead i told her to leave me alone.

while the tears fell from her eyes i could only relate.

god, i felt like a dick.

i was already lying about my happiness, i didn't need to have a girlfriend to lie about my sexuality too.