STORM.

☹thirty eight

i drank my water with an emotionless expression.

i didn't really know why i was feeling this way lately,

but i just didn't really feel like faking smiles anymore.

"what do you think, tae?" seokjin asked.

"it doesn't matter what i think."

everyone would ignore what i said anyway.

just like they usually did.

i would say i wanted to go to the park and we'd all be at the movies an hour later.

i could feel your stare on me so i fixed my eyes out the glass window of the cafe.

i didn't want to talk to you today.

i was too emotionally torn.

i didn't want to accidentally take it out on you.

"we need to go."

i jumped up as i saw the drop of rain slide down the glass.

jungkook looked up at me curiously as i grabbed his arm.

"but were-"

"bye." i interrupted yoongi and pulled the brunette outside with me.

jungkook's eyes widened as he felt a raindrop hit his cheek.

i took his phone out of his hoodie pocket and put in his headphones for him.

i unlocked his phone and shuffled his music.

my heart momentarily stopped as i saw him looking at me with such soft eyes and a warming smile.

i quickly looked away before he noticed the blush on my face.

god, even when i want to ignore you,

i can't.