Meinhard's Pov.
I have been listening to Blutengel's music the whole day. My favorite songs are Save Our Souls and Nachtbringer. I can't choose only one. Well you can ask why am I listening to their music so suddenly. I want to get an idea, what kind of music they make so I know what kind of singing is waited from me. It isn't so different of my own music. Our styles are very similar. Maybe that's why they wanted to do that song with me and not with someone else.
Oh, I haven't check my post today. I am pretty sure that, if they will answer to me, It's going to be on my email. They know it so there is no problem. But to my surpise I found a letter by Chris Pohl. On a PAPER! Wow! Wouldn't thought that he will write back on a paper. Well, I don't complain. Lets read the letter.
Dear Meinhard,
It was nice to see that someone still knows how to send letters on the paper. The lyrics that you send were very good. But I will still like to meet you from eye to eye....
The letter went on almost one and a half page. I think I am more nervous that I were at the beginning of that conversation. The far away from just a slight talk things go the more akward I get. I don't like to talk with people and I sure don't like to talk about myself. The less they know about me the better it is. This time I am going to answer him through computer, I want to get that thing done as soon as I can. So I ask him if he can meet me tomorrow morning in the cafe down the street. I get an answer almost as soon as I click "send". He is okay with it. The sooner we finish that song and video the happier I am going to be. There are many things you don't know about me. For a fact I am gay, that is one thing why I am scared to meet him and be alone with him and write the music. I don't want to fall for him. I want that to be over already. So I can live my life alone like I have done since I got eighteen. Happy with myself. Alone like a cat.
(404 words)
YOU ARE READING
Ich Liebe Dich.
FanfictionJeremias Meinhard, a man afraid of everyone, is asked to make a song with a famous band. Can he make it? What if the ghosts from his past are coming to get him? Will get through this alive?
