Ich Liebe Dich.

Chapter thirty.

That's Achim's camaro by the way

Achim's Pov.

He opens his mouth, probably to answer me.

"Achim, you are right about me not forgiving you yet, but I can stop hating you. You seem like you have really changed, just don't go back to the man you were before."

I smile at him and then go and hug him.

"That's why I cut my hair, so I can look in the mirror without his crimes staring back to me, I am  not this man, and I am never going to be he again."

I let go of him and then run upstairs to tell Tichalt about Meinhard's decision. I knock on his door, he lets me on only to find my arms around him. I swirl him around and then put him down.

"God Achim, never do that again. What got you so excited? You are never like this."

He said to never do it again, I'll do it again just to hear him laugh.

"Meinhard doesn't hate me anymore!"

I grin down to him, to find him smiling back  up at me. Seeing him between my arms smiling up to me. Something forces me to do it. Without any thinking done, I kiss him straight on the lips. I can feel his muscles becoming stiff under my arms and hands. He doesn't want me like I want him. I let go of him and just run away, small tears already in my eyes.

Tilo's Pov.

My fingers touch my lips where seconds ago were Achim's. Wait, he ran away, he must think that I hate him or something similar. Oh no. No one knows of he has stopped his suicidal thoughts or not. I could have just killed him with my slow brain. If he would have gave me few seconds more thinking time, I would have kissed him back. I would have. Why am I  always so stupid. His car still stands in front of the manor. So he just ran. I'm worrying about him, I don't want him dead.

Achim's Pov.

I have sat here in the forest for hours, crying my eyes out. He doesn't love me like I love him. No one loves me, I really am unlovable. My head snaps up as a branch breaks under someone's foot. My fear of it being an animal fades as Meinhard steps onto the clearing. He seems little bit surprised seeing my bloodshot eyes and tears streaming down my face.He comes sits next to me add-ons wraps his arms around me. I just continue sobbing, now just against his shoulder.

Meinhard's Pov.

I have never seen him like this before. He has never cried like this. His father's "love" meant everything to him. Losing it he didn't cry half so bad and he wanted to die then. Tilo told me what happened. He didn't meant to hurt Achim.

"Achim, he does love you, you just surprised him. Come lets get you back, so you two can talk about it."

He lets me lead him back. As we step in front of the manor, Tilo jumps up from the steps and runs to Achim. I step away to let Tilo hug him. Well, I thought that he was going to hug him. No. He jumped at him, wrapping his legs around his waist and arms around his neck. He came fast enough, that Achim had to take two steps back to keep from falling.

26.04.2017

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