Ich Liebe Dich.

Chapter twenty five

Tilo's pov.

       I grab Meinhard's hand in mine, too scared to go alone. My eyes are begging for him to come with me. I want to go so badly, but I don't want to go alone.  He nods and comes with me. I know that he doesn't like the way I reacted to Achim's body and the letter. He probably hates him with burning passion.

  I stop the moment my eyes land on Achim. He is white as snow, his black hair seems so messy. His blue eyes are closed. He looks like he is dead, his heart monitor tells me that he still is alive, barely, but alive. I can't bare the thought to never see his eyes again, never see his smile. 

The one time I ever saw a real happy smile on his lips, it was decades ago. The first and the last time.

 I let go of Meinhard's hand, my feet slowly carrying me to the side of Achim's bed, I feel my knees collide with the floor, did he really matter so much to me? The salty tears haven't stopped flowing since they started. My hand finds his, it isn't warm, luckily it is just cold, not dead cold.

"Don't leave me, please don't leave me."

Meinhard's pov.

I can't understand Tilo, he has cried more than when Anne broke up with him. He was never together with Achim. I don't believe that he has changed, I am afraid that when he wakes up he is going to hurt Tilo badly or even kill him. Men like him never change. It is just a sick game to him to play with Tilo's feelings.

 I will never trust that man again, and I will never forgive him. Cause he isn't sorry, he only says that he is. I can't look at them anymore, I just walk away. I hope you are not so stupid Tilo. I tell Chris my thoughts, about that plan of Achim's.

Chris's pov.

Meinhard is to harsh. Guy almost killed himself twice, I don't think that there is any that kind of plans. I understand that what the guy did is terrible, but it was his thought how love works. He really seems like he wants to change though. I don't trust him, but I don't think that things are so extrem.

 Tilo seems to care about him very much. I am not going to tell anyone what they should or shouldn't do. Everyone still has the choice to decide for themselves. It really seems like Tilo is falling for him. It can be a dangerous game, I am not going to say that Achim won't accidentally hurt him. He don't want to, that is sure.

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