Chapter four.

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Meinhard's Pov.

Oh my God. He asked me to visit him. I am not sure how many words I can get out. Not many. What is he going to think about me? The most I said at the meeting  was five words. I just couldn't get words out. I was so scared. I am affraid of what people think about me. And many of them don't think good things. I don't even know how can I be on stage. Well it's different. Knowing that they are your fans and they won't judge you by your looks. They look similar to me. I don't know. Blutengel and Chris also look similar to me, but I am so fucking nervous. Nothing near calm. I am like a little baby, who wants to touch the puppy, but at the same time is so affraid that won't even go near that puppy. I am sure he is going to find someone new for that job. He said that these lyrics were good, then he is going to use them with or without me.

Chris' Pov

I am not even sure, can he sing when we are around. He is so nervous only around me. But what then when girls are also here. We don't want to scare him or make him nervous. I don't even know why he reacts that way. Seems like music is his way to talk with the others. He like can't get any words out when he needs to talk. I am sure that if he gets to know us better than he can talk with more than five words at a time. He knows my address and I asked him to visit us tonight. I don't know if he is going to come or talk. I talked with girls, they said that they don't care if he doesn't say many words.

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