Ich Liebe Dich.

Chapter seven.

Meinhard's Pov.

I have been awake for five minutes already and Chris doesn't show any signs of waking up in the sooner future. He is so deeply asleep that seems like he can sleep for hours more. So I give up on trying to wait when he wakes up and slowly climb off of him and tip-toe into the kitchen, to find Ullie with a mug of coffee in her hands and her eyes turned out of the window. I clear my throat to get her attention and to show that I am awake. She turns her head and smiles at me. Asking me if I want any coffe or tea. I am not a so much of a coffee-person so I let her make me some tea. She didn't let me do it, I am sure I should have done it myself, but no, she didn't let me even stand up from my chair. I am opening up to them. I already know that. I haven't let anyone in so soon. Never in my whole life. I was scared before that asshole and I am still scared. But not of Ullie and Chris. I don't even know why I started to call Ulrike Ullie in my thoughts. It just happened. Like everything seems to happen around them. Everything just happens. I don't have believable excuses for my actions so I just keep my mouth shut about them. I have thought about the song and what music should it have. I have music in my mind but I need to be alone for some time for it. So seems like Chris still isn't up and I and Ulrike both have finished the coffe and tea. I excuse myself, for leaving but I need and want to go. She lets me go and promised to tell Chris that I didn't run away at the first moment I woke up. I tried waiting for him, but Verdammt, I can't stay here the whole day. I might trust them, but it is still akward. When I finally reach my apartment, I run in faster than you can think. And the first thing I do, is throwing myself at my bed and thinking how much I missed it. I missed the whole apartment. Doesn't matter that I came here to only change clothes. I find myself a white shirt and black pants. Then I go for a jacket hunting. Finding myself one, I throw it on and crab my wallet, keys and my phone. Calling my manager while trying to lock door. I manage to get the door locked and in my car, without dropping my phone. I manage to get my manager to agree to come with me to the studio. I want to work on the music. When I reach to the studio my manager Dieter is already there and waiting for me. We work on the music a few days. It didn't even take the whole week. And now, having my version of the music I go back to Blutengel's mansion. I refuse to call it a house, it is way to big to be a house. I get out of my car and go to the door. I don't even think Before knocking. Seems like I aren't afraid of them anymore. Ulrike opens the door, seeing that it is me, she smiles and motions for me to come inside. I ask her where Chris is. And her answer is unbelievable. He is sleeping. At eleven o'clock at the morning? Wow. I can never sleep so long. And he is still sleeping. I can't Believe it. So I give the cd with the music to Ullie and say to her that it is what I thought would suit for the lyrics I wrote. She promised me to listen to it and also show it to Chris. I go back to home, because I haven't sleep in days and now I have a meeting with my really comfy bed. So good night and have nice dreams.

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