A Candlelit Lullaby. Pirate Percy X Reader. Candle Cove

The Irratation. Chapter 31

3 more months pass... tomorrow is the 9th month of your pregnancy.

((Cause ain't no body got time to write about all 9 months!))

You felt heavy, and you wished you could do more but everybody made you go rest or sit down...
You wished you could move and go clean or even go on scary missions but your baby belly did not allow you...
Doctor Heartfelt often kept a close eye on you... as did Percy who got nervous whenever you got near something he felt was dangerous...
Which felt like EVERYTHING.

You also couldn't help but feel romantic as well...

You felt like a spoiled brat all of the time and got mad because of it...

You now had to stay laying down and eating and whatnot... you felt useless and depressed.

Percy walked into the room one night that you were extremely depressed.
You sobbed into a pillow... unknowing that he was there....

"W...Why? Why must I be so lazy? I wish I... I could do more..." Percy listened as he leaned against the doorframe... he didn't like seeing you sad... He also... wished he knew how to properly do this...

He sighed and you jumped slightly. "Ya need to stop cryin... it stresses me out and it ain't healthy..." You tilted your head and then pondered what he said. "Do ya really think it's good for the baby?" He looked worried as he walked over to you and laid a hand onto your womb, He looked... so real and yet...
He was...
He was a puppet creature...
You recalled the days before this...

You were a teenager...
You had just been in high school... a shy... crybaby...
Everyone had hated you because they thought you were either too weak or the other reason... boys were usually after you...
Wether it had been to be your boyfriend... to beat you up.... to use you or to rape you... you had once had a guy friend but... he died of an illness... his name had been Jethro... he was a sweet boy and he had protected you despite his frail body, he had a severe metabolism...
It kept eating through everything he ate...
But he had been so amazing... so wonderful... you had loved him... but... he died... and you had been alone... and people became more and more brave as they attacked you... laughing at you... saying that they had been happy he had died...

You had felt miserable...

You felt the same way now but Percy was right...
The children didn't need to have you being depressed... it wasn't healthy for them.

You nodded and Percy gave you a smile.

You spent the night... thinking of past memories
Then you realised something...

You remembered that you had also gotten a disease...
You had been birthed with it... actually two illnesses.... you couldn't remember.. Alexandria's.... Alexandria's.... Something Alexandria...

You recalled having something on your eyes... to hide something about them...

Your head hurt now...

Something was up about the way you lived...
And you didn't like it...

You decided to hum...
And soon you drifted off to sleep.