(sorry this took so long to update welp)
Josh's p.o.v
Did he just ask me if he can drive? I want to make him happy but in the state of mind he is in, I don't know if I can. I want to make Tyler happy, so maybe I should let him drive a few minutes.
"Sure why not?" I told Tyler. His face lit up, surprised I let him. He unbuckled his seatbelt as I pulled over to switch sides. He got out really quickly, he was excited. Did I make a mistake? Tyler got in the drivers seat and he turned and gave me a smile. I smiled back with a little giggle. I turned on Spotify and he told me to play songs from "Self Titled." What can I say, Tyler does love his own music.
"What song do you want?" I asked him.
"Surprise me," he giggled.
I chose my personally favorite, Johnny Boy. The expression on his face glowed, he turned the volume up and we sang the song together so loud, the old lady next to us at the red light looked concerned.
"GET UP JOHNNY BOOOOY GET UP JOHNNY BOOOY, GET UP CAUSE THE WORLD HAS LEFT YOU LYING ON THE GROOOUND." We sang in harmony. Tyler seemed happy. If he was happy I was happy. We were almost there when Tyler turned into a street leading to the park.
"Where are you going?" I lowered the volume. "Your appointment is about to start, we need to get there soon."
"Don't worry Josh, lets go somewhere more exciting," he said with a slight grin.
"What? Dude, come on." Tyler parked the car in an empty playground parking lot. He looked right at me, he took off my sunglasses and looked me in the eyes.
"Josh I know," Tyler told me.
"Uhh, know what?" I was confused, what can he know.
"You forgot to clear your search history off your laptop when you went to shower."
Wait a minute, first, why did he have my laptop. Second, oh my god. Did he- No he couldn't have. Or what if he did? My face went black just like my mind.
"W-w-what are you talking about?" I fiddled with my hands.
"Oh Josh, I can tell just by the look on your face you know exactly what I'm talking about. He reached down for my hand which was on my leg. Is this really happening, am I dreaming? What about Tyler's appointment. I am so confused. Tyler grabbed my thigh, and that made me puff out some air.
"Tyler you, we cant do this, we need to go to your therapist," I gulped. He ignored me and just grabbed my crotch, I embarressly puffed out more air, not knowing if it was just being surprised or pleasured. Tyler smiled at me, and climbed into the back seat and lied down.
"Get up, Joshy Boy."
(am i really doing this, yes i am. once again sorry i took so long to publish this chapter, hope you enjoy it, comment for more. Also im sorry this chapter is short, i thought it was longer then i expected it to be !)
omgg thanks for 100 reads i didnt even think I would get 10 ! <3
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