Perri and I- The sequel to romantic 'Perri and me' about Perri Kiely

Chapter 3 Part 7

The following text is going to be written on Jo's point of view. I have never changed point of view's but at this moment I think you would like to hear from her:

All my life, I've dreamed of someone like Perri.

Someone that would laugh at my jokes...and not think of me as a miserable girl because my Mum died when I was nine. When she died , I was not myself for about a year or so. I hated Kian because I thought he was the reason my Mum died. As if it was his fault.

Kian never got to meet Mum. She was the sweetest, most caring mother anyone could ever have. She loved more than anyone else in the world.

The day she died I cried for 72 hours straiight. I didn't sleep- I screamed and screamed . Baby Kian would get startled and starry to cry too. One night, I admit I told him to shut up and my aunt shouted at me. My Dad was in a state of depression.

He drank a lot and he never came home. He used to flip out on us for no reason. Thank God for my aunt. We wouldn't have survived without her....

I did learn to love Kian. I loved him more than Dad did.

I loved him as Mum would.

What can I say about Amber?

I feel so sorry for her. I don't think she was meaning to hurt me. And she didn't. The pain went away that evening.

This is what happened in the car:

"I'm so sorry about this Jo." He says.

I feel really bad.

"She didn't mean it..." I say.

"That doesn't matter." He says.

Perri Kiely is driving me home.

"Just, accept her. I don't want your break up to be my fault.." I say.

"Believe me, it's not." He says.

I sigh.

"It's just weird. She's not herself anymore. She gets super angry for no reason."

I look at him.

"I was like that, when I was like ten." I say.

"But you don't do that now do you?"

I shrug.

"But she's also very very talented." He says.

He says it with a smile.

"But I just can't deal with the drama anymore."

This is kind of heart breaking to watch.

When I get home I help him write a note for Amber. I make sure he let's her know that he still loves her.

I don't tell my aunt about this. That I have a crush on him and he has a crush on me.

All I can think is...what am I signing myself up for?

****Okay, guys. Please comment about that. I thought it would be a good idea to have a bit of Jo's point of view every part. Now, we're back to Amber.****

All I'm thinking is...WHAT?!?!

Felicity can see my face.

"How do you know?" I shout, shaking her.

"I don't know!" She shouts. "Calm down."

"You do know!"

"The boy who gave her the baby...Zara knows him."

"Of course she does! Of course Zara knows him!"

I stand up.

"Fel, I need to go see her.." I say, trying not to cry.