To this day I have never dreaded anything more than I dreading going home. I wasn't ready to explain my situation to anyone, I didn't want to be asked any questions by family, friends, or acquaintances, and I especially didn't want to look like I failed considering I was one of the few people who moved out of Texas after graduation.
To be completely honest I'm not even sure how many different stories and lies I told while I was home because I simply didn't think anyone was relevant enough to know the truth, and also I was extremely embarrassed because I looked like I wasted a whole year of my life in LA.
I decided that if I was going to be home again then I was going to focus completely on myself. I quickly got two jobs and started working constantly again, and I started to get into fitness and health, which finally made me feel like I had a purpose instead of just binge eating ice cream while watching criminal minds like I had done all summer.
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Haylstorm
EspiritualA testimony of what happens when life kicks you when you're down, causes you to lose things you didn't even know you had, and gives you no choice but to turn to God.
