My Mental Health Life Story, Inspired Edition:

Something Worth Fighting For

3 page essay – June 21, 2016

"Okay, so for tonight's assignment, I'd like you to write me a three-page essay on anything. Anything at all that you guys believe in so strongly you'd fight for it." – Cory Mathews

Something that I believe in so strongly that I'd fight for it would be my belief in the impossible. Being as optimistic as I want to be to achieve and accomplish the things that others believe to be impossible to happen in our reality. With this great quality I have, I want to go the "extra mile" to achieve things as passionately as I intend to for I am great at using/speaking inspiring words with things that I truly and strongly believe in. Even if society, diversity, governments that believe some things are just impossible to achieve in our reality in this decade.

Nothing is impossible according to "Cloud 9" which can teach you many things like a couple scenes between Kayla Morgan & Will Cloud – Will: "It's not about whether I believe in you. It's about whether you believe in yourself." Kayla: "What do u mean?" Will: "Up on that mountain, when it's just you and your board. It doesn't matter what anyone else thinks. You cannot be afraid. Not even for a second, it takes no fear." And Kayla: "If you love it so much, you can't just walk away. Wouldn't it be great to prove them wrong?" Yes I totally and 110% believe these quotes from Cloud 9 for I am optimistic as one thing but also another that our reality, society & economy need to improve and be aware of our new decade as the "New Generation: Digital Age" has impacted life overall. I believe that those who are creative and even optimistic can help change this; help create a better future by fixing what's damaged/broken and turn it into something really creative, amazing, inspiring, positive, and up to the new lifestyles with where we are in 2016.

I also intend to inspire others like I've done before with my ex-blog (old blog) Laura 1646 and with my current and new blog: "Mental Health Superheros". During the months that my old blog (Laura1646) was active, I had wrote and posted such amazing, inspiring, relatable, encouraging, upliftng posts that really helped those who were following my blog. At a certain point that it was active, I had received some amazing, uplifting, happy and meaningful comments in my messages. Someone said my blog was:
- Inspirational & relatable
- Uplifting & encouraging
- They agree with the way I interpret things and believed it was beautiful

I honestly gotta say that those comments and the others that I had received from my fans really meant a lot to me and made my day. Till this today, I still like to think about these times with my old blog. Though it is gone, deleted for a personal reason. Although I really do miss it and all the great posts I inspired on my blog, and also wishing I could make it active again. If only there was a possibility, a chance that I could bring it back. Unfortunately didn't have any posts that I had posted on that blog saved in my notes anywhere. So if I have the chance to make it active again, scrolling through each of my posts and seeing how I spoke inspiringly then, that would be a great thing to not only look forward to but enjoy and really bring back to how I was thinking mentally (inspiring) when it was still active and I was still inspiring my fans on Tumblr!

So if someone told me to give up my life purpose and let myself be inspired...then I may feel bad and super down that they don't seem to see it nor able to see it from my perspective, but still keep my faith with achieving my life purpose. Which this scenario did happen late last year and it really hurt me bad, but at some point after that, I found myself still holding on to my life purpose and all that I have always wanted to achieve with my life: all my dreams which are honestly really big, risky and the optimistic kind! No matter what happens, I'll still believe in what I want and continue achieving the things I want, believe in and am passionate for.

I want to achieve and all that makes me happiest, confident, proud, beautiful, inspiring and much more! If I believe in something, I always hold onto it even when others try to convince me to let them go. Even though some people may tell me different with achieving something like this but I know that if it makes me happy as one thing, then that's the right and wise decision to make overall. It not only makes me happy, but also confident, proud, beautiful, empowered and absolutely awesome at when it comes to picking the right words to inspire the right, wise, confident, and optimistic things in life. To inspire, encourage and uplift people of what life has become in 2016 and where and how to improve and/or change those things that they've been doing up to the point when becoming aware.

So what if the people close to me particularly my family and friends may not see it now, I know they will see it differently and support me all the way with all that I ever wanted to achieve with my life. And I know that day will come, but to bring myself closer to that day, I have to continue becoming and embracing all that I want to be (after all the years my own parents and sister held me back from becoming the person I want to be and achieve what I want to with my life) without any 2nd thoughts about them not approving, understanding and supporting me in all this. It's what I want, what makes me happiest, proud, confident, inspiring, beautiful and much more, I shouldn't give in to those 2nd thoughts. It is the right thing: this is what I've been wanting and waiting for so long and this is my year (2016). If it makes me happy, it's the right and wise thing to do like I've said before. If it doesn't make me happy in any way, then I should find something or choose something that I'm aware of that I'm passionate about or that I'm good at instead. If it makes me happy along with the other reasons too, then il should fight for it if I believe in it so strongly and confidently!

I believe in achieving my dreams, life purpose, more confidence, control, strength (mental and physical), optimism, inspiring & beautiful. And also achieve a love life, I'm 110% ready now! Now back on the subject along my one strong belief that I've fight for no matter what.

Being all the things I need, the skills and everything else, really helps me discover, figure out who I want to be, what makes me happy, happier, confident, proud, strong, powerful, inspiring, beautiful and more. It really makes me feel a lot of positive and really powerful emotions and I also believe in these times, I need to write the thoughts I get on what caused me to feel certain emotions, why I believe it and any further thoughts and plans on how to achieve them! At times where I find myself having many inspiring thoughts going through my head; thinking about those times now, I think all these inspiring thoughts that I've been thinking about since probably the beginning of 2nd semester in grade 12 are really powerful. And I wish all those times I had those thoughts going through my head, I should've typed them up as they were feeding through. If I had done that, I would've put each one into a couple paragraphs or so on my Tumblr blog and my other social media accounts including "Happier". Which I would've had more than 50 posts of each of the inspiring and confident thoughts and inspiration that comes to my head. I know I didn't write them down when I had them flowing through my mind, but I will start dedicating and motivating myself to start writing these inspirational thoughts down before they fade away (for a while) or another one flows through.

Sometimes in life we believe in something and at some point along the path, we find ourselves hurt. Why does this happen? Because not everyone is willing to think differently, creatively to see many different sides to everything inside life itself and in result is against us for they aren't able to see things from someone else's view. But what if we were encouraged and inspired to do our creative magic in thinking creatively to help get the others on the other side to open up and try walking in our shoes or letting them see it from our perspective for once. What if we set our minds to achieving this until others are willing to think and overall live creatively. Because Topanga in Girl Meets World quoted "If you think logically, your gonna lose the creative arts." Which is a great example of why we need to start and continue using our creativity in our lives.

What if a time in life where we find ourselves have stopped being creative. Well I don't want that to happen to anyone, especially those who want to achieve their lives as creatively as they intend and want to. I'm not gonna let that happen. I'm gonna continue this until the world sees how creatively can be so important to achieve in life overall itself. And how we need and should use our creative minds to do whatever we feel we are good at, passionate about, and anything that we believe in so strongly that we'd fight for it. Well this is what I believe in: creativity and I'm not willing to let it go because others tell me different. I'm not that kind of person that would give in like that, I'm gonna continue believing in all the things I believe in and do it as creatively as I intend to.