Loving Myself

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Awareness:
Being aware of things that aren't easily able to be seen is important for me. And after a certain point in thinking back to times when I did things, said things, later realizing I wasn't being honest with my friends and family even myself. I said I was okay, but earlier that day and other days, I cried my eyes out so hard. In all reality, how is that okay? It's not. But after realizing and being aware of all those times I made that same mistake, I thought "I must have been crazy then, making them believe that I was okay." The next thing I thought later throughout my recovery, that I shouldn't be hard on myself like that. It's in the past, I can't go back and change it. I just have to accept that, let it go, move on and use it to look back to see how far I have come. My recovery taught me to be kind to myself in all these different ways to help me stay mentally healthy and sane so that I don't go back down that road again. Being in recovery, helped me believe that:

"Recovery does not take a day off"

Believing this, I realized that if I ever take one day off, I'll get worse again. Going down that road that I'm way too familiar with which I had decided in the beginning of my recovery, that I would do whatever I had to do so that I don't go back there. Even when you go on vacation with your friends or family, your still working on your recovery. One thing in the world that does not take a break.

 One thing in the world that does not take a break

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