I will love you till I die

I Don't Know About You, But I Think That's Dumb

{Ryder P.O.V.}

I walk out of the house and down the sidewalk. Her grandmother can handle this for now. Right now I just need to be alone.

I can't lose her too, I heard every word she said.

I can not lose her too.

I walk all the way to the skate park, I didn't realize I walked that far but I walk up to a group of kids nonetheless.

"Hey, I'm Ryder." I sit down without asking but they don't seem to mind. They don't exclude me from the conversation, we quickly get acquainted and become friends. There were two guys and one girl. One guy had black hair, Jace, the other had bright red, Jordan . They look like twins. I assume right after the girl who has blue hair tells me that, she apparently lives right down the road from them. Her name is Evelyn.

Soon 30 minutes went by, then it was an hour, then it was two hours, not long after that I found myself in one of the guys basements popping pills with the rest. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not a druggie, I just really need this right now. I can't explain it.

After getting high, I walk back to Colettes grandmothers house. As I noisily stumble into the house,  Colette comes out of the other room.

"Where have you been?" She asks, angrily.

"Out." I say with a smirk, everything is okay, everything is funny right now, I couldn't have a care in the world. Something seems off though, like I'm missing something, she's obviously upset. Is it because I didn't tell her where I was? I don't see why she'd be upset about that though.

"Why are you acting like this? Your daughter didn't make it out of your girlfriends body and you want to start laughing?" She seems really upset but she's gotta be crazy if she thinks she was pregnant.

"Haha, baby? What? Are you high? Hahaha." This is hilarious.

"Are you? Caus- oh my god you are.." She soon realizes what's going on.

"Ding ding ding, we've got a winner. I met some people, did some stuff, but I'm here now. Chill." I walk over to the couch and lay down.

"No, I'm not going to chill, you can't just go out and do drugs with people you barely know just because you've had a bad day, you- you can't erase our unborn child's memory from your brain cause it hurts." She sighs and puts her hands up to her head. "You know what? Whatever, talk to me in the morning after this wears off."

She goes into her room without even a glance back.

I roll over and drift into a happy dreamless sleep not letting her words sink in, I mean, why would I? She's crazy. We didn't have a baby. Why would that happen?