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"HIIIIIIIIIIIII!"
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"WOOZI-CHAN! NAGLALARO KA NG POKEMON GO?"
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"Woozi?"
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"Chan?"
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"Woozi-chan?"
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"Ano ba 'yun tatawag-tawag ka ta's hindi ka naman magsasalita?!"
"...Ano ba talagang meron sa'yo?"
"Eh?"
"Coups, you can tell me."
"Hindi ko alam kung anong ibig mong sabihin, Woozi-chan."
"Alam mo."
"Peksman! Hindi nga haha."
"Coups."
"Woozi."
"Tsk."
"Hehe."
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"Have...Have you ever tried to harm yourself?"
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"Coups, please answer me."
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"...Haha."
"Shit."
"Konti lang naman eh. Haha."
"KONTI LANG?! KONTI LANG?! PUTANGINA. Coups, hindi mo alam kung saan mapupunta 'yang paunti-unti mo!"
"...Ni hindi ko nga naramdaman eh. I should've used a bigger b-"
"Tumigil ka."
"I can't. Haha."
"Coups."
"Haha. Alam mo ba kung anong nararamdaman ko?"
"...Hindi."
"Then don't tell me what to do with my life. Hell, I don't even know you."
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"Sino ka ba, ha?"
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"Isa ka lang naman sa mga ginagamit ni Yongguk hyung, diba?"
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"You are nothing to me. Nor I am to you."
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"Kilala mo ba ako?"
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"Kilala ba kita?"
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"Hindi naman, diba?"
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"Jihoon."
"Ano?"
"My name is Jihoon."
"Jihoon?"
"Palayaw ko lang ang Woozi. Jihoon is my real name."
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"Don't forget, okay?"
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"Oh ngayon, kilala mo na ako. Ikaw naman."
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"Tsk. Coups, stop hiding inside your bubble. I'm not one of those people. Please, let me in."
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"Earlier, you asked me if I know Pokemon Go. Does that mean nilalaro mo 'yun? Lol. Paano mo 'yun malalaro kung nandiyan ka lang sa isang lugar? You need to free yourself, Coups."
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"Bakit ka tumatawa?"
"...H-how can I free myself if I don't even know myself? How can I free myself if I can't even find my fucking self? Hm?"
"Ano?"
"There. I fucking said it. You wanna know what my secret is?"
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"I'm as empty as a blackhole. As hollow as space. I'm a fucking void, Jihoon. And voids are epitome of nothingness. I can't free myself from my cage because I am THE fucking cage, okay? I am."
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"And the only person who really did know me is already gone. Now, how can I live like this? I don't even know if you can still call it 'living'."
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"Haha. Tell me. How can you fix someone...as empty as me?"
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"You can't, Jihoon. You can't."
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Retrograde | Jicheol
Fiksi Penggemar"I suffer from short-term memory loss. But look Jihoon, I can remember things better with you. You're my mnemonic drug." | Jicheol Fanfic COMPLETED ©vousmecheols June 2016
