Entry 103 | 07-12-13
Journal hindi ko pa rin siya nakikita buong araw. Sabi ni mama may ginagawa pa raw kaya hindi ko pwedeng puntahan. Hays.
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
Feels like I'm dreaming. Ang lutang ko ngayon, ba't ganon? Wala pa akong masyadong maalala kahapon. Choi Seungcheol! Umayos kaaaaaaa.
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
Nag-truth or dare kami kanina nina Jisoo. Nung dare yung natapat sa'kin, nag-dial siya ng random number sa cellphone ko tapos kausapin ko raw. Nakakahiya kaya!
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
May pina-missed call na number sa'kin si Jisoo. Ang weird. Parang familiar yung number?
'Yun ba yung pinakausap sa'kin ni Jisoo sa tinder dati? :o
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
Grabe. Nag-spin the bottle kami kanina ni Seokmin tapos ang dami nilang pinagawa sa'kin. Kadugaan. Pinakamalupet 'yung nakipag-kaibigan ako sa isang random number kaso mukhang masungit. Binabaan ba naman ako?!
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
I swear I've heard his voice somewhere before... Mang Berto?
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
CHEOL REMEMBER:
Call 09********* tomorrow
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
May dapat ba akong maalala ngayon? Bakit parang...ewan.
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
Jippoon. Ang cute ng pangalan niya. Kaso makasalanan ang dila. Grabe. Kung narinig mo lang magmura 'yun siguro kikiligin ka rin?!
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
Wala akong maalala sa mga nagiging panaginip ko pero nitong mga nakaraang araw, parang lagi akong may hinahanap na lugar o tao? Ano bang meron?
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
Hindi ko maalala. Tangina bakit hindi ko maalala 'yung pangalan ng bestfriend ko?! Binasa ko yung mga nakaraang entries ko dito, bakit hindi nagbabago yung dates at number?! Anong nangyayari sa'kin?!
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
I'm confused.
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
Hurricane of emotions, ocean of memories. Hm.
I called this certain number earlier for some unknown reasons with a single name stuck on my mind - Jippoon.
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
Weird bang magka-crush sa isang taong hindi mo naman talaga kilala? Hindi naman diba?
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
Jippoon. Palamura. Mas bata sa'kin (pero hindi ako ginagalang ;^;) Gabi-gabi ko raw siyang tinatawagan pero hindi ko naman maalala. Basta bago ko siyang ka
ibigan. :)
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
Choi Seungcheol. Your name is Choi Seungcheol and you're suffering from short-term memory loss. You don't have to remember anything except for this one particular person, okay? Choi Seungcheol, don't forget. Please do not forget. His name is Jihoon but you call him Jippoon because that way, he'll most likely to remember you. These past few days, his name's becoming more and more familiar and vivid as if you've heard it from your dream before; and that's not something you should be afraid of, okay? That might mean he's not just a random person who keeps up with your shits every night. He may have been a very important persona in your past forgotten memories, but who knows?
Whether he's from your past or present, one thing's for sure. You want him to be in your future as well.
Choi Seungcheol, I am you and I am writing this to you right now so that you may not forget. I just hope that by the time you read this, I'm not yet too late. I'm counting on you, alright?
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
Makikita ko na siya. :)
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
Found a bunch of crumpled sticky notes near my bed room earlier. Since wala naman akong gagawin ngayon, tinapon ko nalang kasama nung ibang mga basura. Hays. Ang boring. Nabasag pa 'yung cellphone ko kanina. Pagkagising ko nasa sahig na siya. Mukhang nalaglag ko habang natutulog ako. Haybuhay.
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Entry 103 | 07-12-13
Hindi ko alam kung bakit pa ako lumabas ng bahay dis oras ng gabi pero kasi nangangati 'yung paa ko. Parang may gustong puntahan na ewan. Pakiramdam ko may kailangan akong puntahan o hanapin, pero ano?
It feels weird to say this but, I am searching for you whom I have never met.
YOU ARE READING
Retrograde | Jicheol
Fanfiction"I suffer from short-term memory loss. But look Jihoon, I can remember things better with you. You're my mnemonic drug." | Jicheol Fanfic COMPLETED ©vousmecheols June 2016
