Amnesia

S I X

E S M E (her room^^^^^)

I woke up to a silent, empty, lonely house. I walked downstairs and there was a note from my mom.

Esme:)

I'm at work til 6 tonight, Ash should be home by 4 with Lauren and Harry. Please don't leave the house and make sure all the doors are locked.

I love you.

~Mum

I sighed as I put the note down.

Thanks mom for making sure my life is terrible.

Ugh I don't wanna be inside all day. I open the freezer and grab some ice cream.

Well today is a Netflix day then.

I ran up to my room and turned on my computer and turned on Netflix.

I scrolled through movies and put on high school musical. It has been my favorite movie for a while now.

As it started, I ate some ice cream and started eating it.

I chew my ice cream. Its not weird. Its just a habit.

I practically drooled over Troy, Zac Efron, all the way through the 3rd one. Can't blame me. He is freaking hot as hell.

I watched Zac Efron movies all day and had no ice cream left by the time Ashton and the other got here.

"Ashton!" I yelled after I opened my room door.

"Ya?" he was downstairs. I ran downstairs and threw out the bin.

"Did you eat all that?" he asks, obviously after watching me throw it away.

"Ya. I don't go to school Ash." I say putting the spoon in the sink.

"True. Oh mom wants to talk to you when she gets home." he says cleaning the kitchen.

"Okay?" I answer, questioning him. He nods and continues cleaning.

"Ash?" I say starting to help.

"Why do you clean everything? I feel like you act like the dad here." I say without thinking. "Oh god that was dumb. I'm sorry."

"It's fine. But I just want to look after my siblings, they don't have a dad, and I really want to be there and keep them safe." he says answering my question.

"That makes sense. I must've made that so hard for you. I'm sorry Ash. God I'm so dumb" I say, muttering that last part.

"No you are not. Yes that was difficult. I thought I did something and you hated me. I thought I did something wrong. But now I know I didn't." he explains.

"Oh okay." He nods and finished up the kitchen.

"I'm home!" my mom yells to no one in particular. I looked to Ashton and he nodded.

"Esme! She called out. I walked over to her and she gave me a quick hug.

"We gotta talk really fast." she said placing her bags down on the table.

"Okay?" She sat down at the table.

"I was thinking that you should start school soon." She starts.

"I know it will be hard, all the kids, but you'll be with Calum and Luke and Michael. I can even have the teachers out you in classes that have at least one of them." she said calmly.

I looked at her.

"No... I can't." I say trying to keep calm.

"Esme. You have to. I want you to graduate. You.need to get out anyway." she said staying perfectly calm. I rolled my eyes and stood up.

"You start next week!" she yells once I reach the top of the stairs. I roll my eyes and groan loudly.

I go into my room and plop down in front of my computer. I looked up the school and started looking at everything they had.

The reviews were good, but I did see a few about problems with bullying. That worried me but I guess now that I talk I'll be fine.

"Hey Es" Ash said coming into my room. I closed my tabs and turned to face him.

"Hi." I say back. I looked at the time on my computer and sighed. '7:13'

"What's wrong? With going to school I mean." He asks, scratching the back of his neck.

"Crowds of people. You know I'm claustrophobic Ashton." I answer quietly. He nods and looks around.

"You know... I like your room. I like the grey and white. You got good taste."

I laugh a bit at how he changed subjects.

"Thanks Ash. I was thinking of getting more to put on the shelves. Then I can read at night when I can't sleep, instead of staring at the ceiling." I say looking to the two shelves by my desk.

"I can take you this weekend." Ashton says. I nod And turn to the computer.

I put in YouTube and look up PewDiePie.

"What's up bros. It's Peeeeeewdiepie" Ashton laughs and sits closer to me.

"Really?" he asks, slightly amused.

"Yes. He's my favorite" I answer smiling. Ashton nods and watched a ton of videos with me.

"Hey Ash." we both jumped and turned to see Michael at my door.

"Hey Mike" he said calmly.

"What's up Mikeeyyyyyy" I say weirdly. He laughs and sits on my bed.

"I wanna cuddle with one of you guys now" he says laughing. Ashton stands up and starts pushing me to Michael.

"No no no no no Ashton!" I fell on my bed and Michael pulls me close to him.

"You mah bestie now" he laughs.

I push out of his grip and we start talking.

"So. How are you doing?" he asks, playing with some of my hair.

"I don't know." I answer blankly. He nods.

We ended up playing 20 questions and I learned a lot about him.

He likes pizza, video games, music, and so many bands. He loves to play guitar. He loves the bands, green day, all time low, blink-182, all American rejects, good charolette, all of those.

He also loves hanging out with the boys, even though him and Luke have there arguments and differences. I also learned his middle name is Gordon and he's 17 and his birthday was November 20th.

He has no siblings, and his parents are together; not divorced or anything.

I told him everything about me. Execpt that I have cut recently, I don't want anyone to know.

He knows my middle name, my birthday, where I'm from, my old family members names, my lucky number, favorite sports, my favorite color, everything.

"I wanna dye my hair." he blurts out randomly.

"Same!" I say sitting up.

"We should do it together!" he says excitedly.

"If my mom let's me." I mutter. He nods and looks at his phone.

"Shit. I gotta go. Bye Esme." he gives me a quick hug and is out the door.

He gave me songs to listen to; move along by all American rejects, 21 guns and when September ends by green day, I miss you by blink-182, and of course I will listen to them.

I look at my phone, it was now 10 at night and I was exhausted. I downloaded the songs into my spotify and put them into a playlist, slowly drifting off into a quiet sleep.